GREATER THINGS ARE YET TO COME

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2009-06-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

Having illness is something that each and everyone wouldnt want including me....however, i was born with this inherited skin disease known as eczema!! Eversince 7 years old, my skin begin to show the symptoms of eczema....well it does not really affect me much during my school days until i enter university...Flare ups are bashing on me, skin itchy, red, burning pain, dry....causing me a WHOLE LOT of mental and emotional distress...sometimes i wish i was dead!! Fzew weeks back, my skin got very worse, i think my whole body looks like a tree bark!! With scratch marks, scars, wounds and hyperpigmentation, now both of my hands are involved...

I find it hard to walk, i find it hard to bend my knee and hand, i find it hard to pray, i find it hard to sleep when the whole leg is itchy and full of burning pain...i tried many creams, antihistamines even steroid injection...but all these offers temporary relief...I AM SO DESPERATE for EVERLASTING HEALING.....only God can provide this!! Lord, i dun wan my eczema to just go off just a few weeks, i want permanent healing....Please sustain me during this time.....no matter how pain or how stress i become i will still choose to worship and trust u..........no matter how hard no matter how itchy and uncomfortable i am, i will still have faith in u.......just sustain me and heal me................................

I need answers

2009-05-12T20:23:00.000-07:00

I got many questions in mind about church, cg etc...whoever read this please leave some opinions to enlighten me as well as Bible Verses to support it..thanks

Q1. What is actually the main priority to focus in a cg? Spiritual growth or numerical growth?

Q2. Does the growth in numbers in the cg is equal to the growth of their spirituality as well?

Q3. If you know your leader is misleading in certain matters, should we just continue to keep quiet and obey? *Bible says must respect authority and kenot rebel against them* * BIble also says we should fear God but not man* So which one leh?

Q4. WHat would you think are the factors which will contribute to the growth of cg?

Q5. Do you agree that building each other spirituality takes time?

I

2009-05-08T10:05:00.000-07:00

I am lost cox i dunno where i am standing in Christ

I am confused of what is Gods plan for me

I am discouraged and disappointed by the ppl ard me,

I am worried...

I am frustrated with myself

I am not a good cell grp leader...

I serve until it overwhelmed me physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually..

I havent take my sabbath rest for months i think,

I just felt like quiting.....

How i wish i could just be a normal person....

Life's a choice

2009-03-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

I have to repeat my forensic exam on 23rd March...

I have to prepare datas for the two houseman (prp) project..

I have to prepare for the sharing this coming cg on fri...

I am now on my last day of oncall week..

Life's a choice. We make choices every second. Choices of what to wear, what to eat, what to do next, next book to read,.....The choices we make can be either a positive one or a negative one...

I am overwhelmed with many "things"...Sumhow i felt burden...Two choices i am faced with...is to either to indulge in my worries and getting depress all about it OR to trust in God and surrender all my work into His hands....

Just feeling

2009-02-28T05:42:00.000-08:00

overwhelmed....
with responsibilities...
with expectations....
disappointments...
physical sickness....

My spirit is fighting hards against my flesh...

No strength...

There are times when i really felt like escaping, but i knew You put me at such place at such timing for Your purpose to be fulfilled....

I want to do it by Your strength, by Your grace..

Because Your's is sufficient for me...

New Toy

2009-01-28T04:22:00.000-08:00

I need a PDA phone....

HTC DIAMOND

* with higher resolution but expensive*

HTC TOUCH-DUAL!!??

HTC gadgets are not bad...Have been readin good reviews bout their products...

But then eventually,

PDA phones oftens crashed in a year time..if lucky enuff prob 2 years..if lucky la..!!

Was thinking about Blackberry phones....

Hahahahha...

KEDAI FARMASI!!

2009-01-14T04:23:00.000-08:00

Yup!! Itz my 3rd week here..kinda enjoying it...cox this is where i am able to put my mouth to full use - TALK!!! Haha...I luv to talk...thats y i luv to counsel patients...:P The colleagues here in Kedai are very nice...Though we houseman made mistakes, nevertheless they still give us words of encouragement..Thumbs up to kak Ruby,Kak Atie, Normah n Kak Ani..Working here in Kedai can really make me loose weight...hahah...cox i have to walk a lot filling in prescriptions and counseling etc...One more thing, i even know how to play with the cash register too...itz kinda fun swiping the credit cards..*i sound like sooo ulu now*...

Being here really put my patience into test as well, especially when there are rude customers...kinda understand their frustrations lar...Well, being sick is already so frustrating, but when they found out the price of their medications, they LAGI FRUSTRATED!!! So in the end, we are the tempat to letak their frustrations and anger lor...some will complain, some will just scold you, and throw paper bags right in front of you..fuhhh.sabar...sabar..

I recalled a patient which kinda saddens me la where there's this pakcik who could not afford a RM12 medication!!...He was trying to dig his wallet for the Rm1 notes, but then tak cukup duit.Some pay their medications until not much left for taxi money....Well he is not the only one, everyday there will be some patients who would go home without medication just becox they could not afford them....how i wish i could really give the pakcik more discount..unfortunately i can't, cox i would go against the hosp policy... and if other patients found out, they would run after me!!!!Habisla!!

Neway, this year will be a great year...New resolutions, new hopes, new goals to achieved, spiritually and etc...One of my new resolutions is to reduce frequency of late nite supper...Haha..I pray that this year will be a year of breakthrough for me, my family, GEPC and my friends...I pray that our walk with Him will continue to be strengthen and the passion for Him and His people will continue to burn as long as we live...Woohoo!!! AMEN!!

That's all He need from us...

2008-12-21T02:27:00.000-08:00

Was lying on my bed asking God...

Me: So God, Christmas coming ady, so what present U want?
God: I just want your heart, thats all...

Unfortunately for the past years of Christmas celebrations, the true meaning of Christmas somehow seems to fade away behind all the feastings, parties, santa claus, christmas presents...Christmas is the time of celebration...but what is this celebration all about?
Is about the birth of Jesus Christ, a good news for everyone...a Saviour of our souls were born...It is time to focus on the cross, and what Christmas is all about...Is ALL about JESUS!!!

HAPPIE BURPDAY JESUS!!!

WHere?

2008-12-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

Wheres my passion?

Wheres my determination?

Wheres my confidence?

Wheres my boldness?

WHERE?? WHERE? WHEREEE..??

So lost...

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Come Holy Spirit, fall afresh on me,

Fill m e with Your Power...

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Lord please remove the stress from me,

You say O Lord that we should not worry,

for worryin does not add a single hour to our life,

i know that every day You will watch over me,

however i felt that i didnt put much trust in You,

I'm sorry...i have let the fear get hold of me,

Lord, please remove this burden away from me...

Much more than I could bear

2008-12-09T03:29:00.000-08:00

What could I say!?? The life and death of the patient is in my hands..Every word I said, every action i do, every decision made counts!!....Everyday I come to work with a heavy heart, tired body and mind....Darts of pressure are firing from every corner,...*Sigh heavily*...I felt like running away...So overwhelming...so overwhelmin.............Sometimes i think that i myself is exaggerating, taking things too seriously...what could i say??? It is my job!!! God, please sustain me...the stress is too overwhelming...my knees are weaker n weaker...

Gonna........

anytime....!

INDULGENZE!!!

2008-12-08T03:26:00.000-08:00

Over the past few weeks, I have been indulging endlessly.

Stomach has been working pretty hard actually...

Let the pics tell the stories...

ZANMAI SUSHI, Mid Valley Gardens

*4 TIMES in less than 3 weeks!!*

Had a farewell for Sze Yan n Sifu CHin...

Brought the gals here for a treat!

More pics....

Times Square with Bestie n Sara

Sara's Burfday at *La Qiao* aka Chillis!!

Lamb SHoulder...*ma ma tei only-lah*

Beef Bacon Burger..

Then...GELATO time...

In the end,

My wallet lose weight,

But i add weight pulak!!!

When Boy Meets Girl...

2008-12-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

Well, is a hot topic of the season...got bang with this questions many times: "Christina, got boyfriend a not?", "Christina, when u getting married ar?" " Christina, so when you getting boyfriend ar?"..hehehe

I am now at the so called "marriage" age...some of my friends are getting married..Congratz to them...:)...So now lets jump into something for us to ponder okies...

Relationship, engagement, marriage...This are issues that every single person, be it a girl or boy that need to considered properly, becox it involves one of the most important organ of the human: THE HEART!!! Emotions are something that we can't really play with. Unfortunately many take it for granted or seems to be ignorant bout it...Many seems to be irresponsible of their actions and speech towards the opposite sex, creating unwanted hurts that can be avoided if there were understanding/knowledge of what relationship is all about...Haihs...Through out the years, i have been observing breakups, cries of people becox of RELATIONSHIP!!! Many are left with a brokenheart caused by, like i mentioned earlier, ignorant dudes n dudettes..Well, when it comes to relationship, we should be cautious to whom should our heart be given to, if no we have to bear the consequences of the decisions we made...

Well, the only guy who can have my heart is the one who

is not necessarily handsome-lah
loves God more than himself or anyone else
accepts me for who I am
able to commit himself into this relationship
have a willingness to admit his mistakes and change
is able to lead and make decisions
is able to put others needs above himself

A beautiful character will be the main attraction, not necessarily the charm of the person's looks...If love is based on looks, then in 50 years time, will u be still attracted to ur partner or will u let ur partner's character and attitude be the bridge between both of u even when your skin starts to show signs of wrinkle and aging? Well thats something to ponder-lah...BYEZ

What does a pharmacist do?

2008-12-03T06:22:00.000-08:00

Well, we are not just dispensers of medications behind the counter........

We, pharmacist:

screen through prescriptions to check and make sure the medications together with the doses prescribed by the doctor are correct.
provide patient counseling on their diseases and medications *inpatient and outpatient*
conduct Therapeutic Drug Monitoring especially on drugs like Vancomycin, Digoxin, Theophyline, Aminoglycoside antibiotics, together with determining their doses and advising the doctors on the medication regimen.
answer doctor/nurses/other pharmacist/patient/public query on medications *Drug Info Centre*
supplying medications to outpatient and inpatient.
supply dangerous drugs, like morphine, cocaine, psychotropic medications to patients
conduct Cytotoxic Drug Reconstitution *cancer drugs* and preparing TPN bags
conduct clinical case clerking to follow up with the patient and intervene in any medication error...
involve in the purchasing of all medications for the hospital
conduct raid in pharmacies or places which perform any illegal drug business and bring them to court *Drug Enforcement*

Well, dun get me wrong..I'm not trying to be so proud here..just sharing with those who seems to be ignorant about the jobscope of a pharmacist...

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Neway got a MC today, waited for such a long time to see the doc in Klinik Warga...got rashes all over my body and migrane...Must be the post effect of working...Physically tired..Gotta rest...

Pondering

2008-11-24T08:45:00.000-08:00

A crossroad of decisions...

A clash between Yours n my desires...

A battle of the mind..

A willingness to obey,

A change of heart....

U noe Lord...U noe...

Reminiscence!!

2008-11-23T03:14:00.000-08:00

3 days ago...I was officially 23!! Yup!! 23!! Still young n hotz....!! Celebrating burfday this year was kinda different, cox my 5 buddies are not here!!! Chatted with Dollie 3 weeks bak on her burfday, and yea, she felt the same as i did...:P

Was browsing thru my pics file, and yea...truly miss the crazy n fun times we had bak in uni...Oh...i miss u guyz man...Here r some pics for ur entertainment....

Steamboat mania

Public Health Campaign

Our first encounter with mice and i murdered *accidentally* one of them...

Plain crazy

At TGIF

Teapotz Burfday..

Rach's burfday

Err...speechless..

Sab's way of acting cool always keeps me wondering...til now..!!

Burfday facial treatment!!!

Tryin to "entertain" me

Well it works!!

Lincah Gengz 003

We fight wherever we r...

....even in public!!! :P

Few minutes later...fren balik!!

Wanted to show more pics, but some is in the other lappy...next time la...Til then..

Give and receive the Best

2008-11-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

If you want the best from God, you gotta give Him your best!!!

I experienced God today!!!

2008-11-11T02:12:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO!!! God is GOOD!!! He is faithful!! He helped me this morning to recover and traced back the missing ampoules. EVERYTHING IS TALLY!!! Hooray!!! Hallelujah!!! As Hebrew 11:6 mentioned when we have faith, God will reward us in return. Indeed it is true!! I stand in awe of You Lord. You are so amazing. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!! I praise Your Name Lord God Almighty, You are my comforter, my deliverer, my strength!!! Thank You for Your grace each and everyday. I can survived solely because of You...You are ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL!!!

Helpless

2008-11-10T04:21:00.000-08:00

Thats what i am feeling now...3 hours ago, 20 over ampoules of DD were MISSING!!! The amount in the record book does not match the physical stock i counted!! What went wrong!!?? I absolutely have no idea...I had try my best to double check everything...Today 25 wards indented DD today...I have been counting ampoules like gila and supplying them from 8am to 5pm non stop...At the end of the day, when i just do some stock check count, it does not tally!!! Helpless as I am rite now all i can do is pray. What I could hold on to rite now is:

Philippians 4: 6-7: Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer n petition, with thanksgiving present ur request to God, and the peace of God which transcends all understandings will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus

2 Corinthians 1:9-10 Indeed in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on oursleves but on God, who raises the dead. He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliever us..

O God, I felt so helpless rite now. And theres no point for me to worry, for u say that we should not worry bout the things tomolo. The only thing i can do rite now is to pray n trust u to guide me in tracing back the ampoules. I commit tomorrow into Your hands. I pray for Your protection and give me strength O God to face everyday challenges. AMEN!!

P:S: God will make a way, when theres seem to be no way!!

Makan Schedule

2008-11-09T07:14:00.000-08:00

Food connects people... :) Thatz y i love enjoyin fellowshippin with my frenz through MAKAN!!

Thus, my schedule for the month

15th Nov - Dim Sum Breakfast with Sara, prob Sharon n Flora..
16th Nov - Dinner with colleagues at Le Meridien Hotel, KL *free summore cox got a seminar there*
26th Nov - Makan celebration with my ex Lincah hsemates in conjuntion with the end of their finals...prob taking them out for seafood la cox they missed seafood so much...
Sumwhere in the end of Nov - JOGOYA Jap Buffet, Starhill or SHOGUN Jap Buffet, Sunway Pyramid...hmmm....still deciding...

Thoughts of today!!!

2008-11-07T08:06:00.000-08:00

SO far 5 weeks ady i have been working...This is what i have to learn:

Face new task without fear or anxiety a.k.a kan cheongness...
Think Fast
Act Fast
Solve problem in a more organized way
To be confident in whatever job handled

by Gods strength, wisdom, n joy!!

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Today i manage to finish my stock check by 12.30pm..So happie...Tepukz tangan!!! Previously i finished at 5pm!!! Big Sifu is proud!!! He say i inherited his skills...kononnye...perasan...But then Big sifu memang efficient in handling his task. He can finish all indents from the wards and stock check on the same day!! Superman!!! FUH!!! Big sifu n Sze Yan is leaving liao...Sob sob..Hope u guys get KL la...then next time can go yum cha..But then prob Big sifu will get thrown to sempadan cox he did stg previosuly!! Hahahhaha!!!...

Till then.....

My very own Rx

2008-11-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

Date: 3rd Nov 2008

Name: Christina Kam
Age: 23
RN: XXXXXX
Ward: Y Bed: Z

Symptoms:

Stress
Anxiety
Sad

Treatment:

God's grace x daily
Holy Bible x daily
Pray x daily
Philllipian 4:6-7 x daily
Proverbs 3:5-6 x daily
McD French Fries *today* only..if daily i go bankrupt n fat!!
A new guitar set

Doctor in charge: Jesus Christ (J.C)

Tired

2008-10-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

8 stg liao...I feel so tired...just came bak from work..i need my beauty sleep... but havent study yet for my comin exam...sigh...sigh..SIGH!!! no energy after balik from kerja....tangan lemah, kepala lemah, whole badan oso weak...sigh...sigh..SIGH!!! Aiyo...y i sigh so many times one...like nenek man,... :P time to sleep liao...can i just take EL tomolo n dump my work to my colleagues...*sinister smile* hehehe

Btw, i will be stuck in the DD gua for 4 weeks...but Jon will only be there for 1 week...n Chin will be goin to OPD liao...sigh..sigh SIGH!!! my super sifu n sifu not there...summore i alone in DD...no fun without both of them n oso Farah..neway today was my first day without farah in IPD...miss her so much..we use to chat n joke n laugh a lot *while our hands n legs are workin la* hehe...shes a nice gal...now shes in ward liao...now Jacq will be in IPD for 2 weeks startin todayz, i only have 1 week to teach and hand over all d stuffz i learned to her within this week...i have no time to learn my DD!!! ARRGH!!! Sumhow i gonna miss ward supply...dunnoe y so dun ask me y!! :P

Touching The Untouchable!!

2008-10-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

I'm compelled to write this post..I was reading my Merck Manual on diseases where this disease" Leprosy" caught my attention. I got to know this disease thru the Bible, where Jesus had healed many leper ppl. However all this while, i dun really understand what leprosy is all about. I went on to the internet to just check out on this disease to learn of its' pathophysiology and symptoms etc. I was shocked to find out how terrible this disease affects the person!!!

Leprosy is actually an infection caused by Mycobacterium leprae which leads to disfiguration of the body, esp on the face, toes, fingers as well as blindness due to the damage of the peripheral nerves. The skin will developed rashes couple with a loss of sensation towards pain, heat etc... Not only that, to my horror, many leper patients are considered as an outcast due to this disease. I read an article written by sumone from Hosp Sungai Buloh, a leading hosp in d research of infectious diseases which has a Leprosy centre for the patients. He mentioned that this patients are stigmatized and abondoned by their family members/friends etc. So, many of them are left to stayed alone or remained in the centre. Many ppl wouldnt dare to touch them or go near them and this truly affects the sufferer psychologically, emotionally and mentally. Even there are some doctors who wouldnt dare to go near them, for the fear of contracting the disease!! However, it is assured that this disease is not easily trasmitted.

Leper patients with deformity of hands and loss of fingers..

In India, those who are infected with leprosy are labelled as *untouchables*. They are lonely, left devastated with this illness and most of all not loved and taken care by their close ones!! The more i think about this, the more i reflect on how Jesus had heal the lepers. Jesus had compassion on them. Jesus loves them. Its so amazing..I believe in the Bible, many would wanna stay as far as possible from this lepers, but Jesus went closer to the lepers and touched their skin and healed them...

I start to question myself how would i ever react if one day, a TB/ AIDS / leper / any contagious sick person comes to me for help and for love....Will i get scared and run away just like some others, or would i stay put and reach out to them and love them? The hospital is full of sick ppl, and these r the ones who are desperate for hope and love....Only through Gods love i am able to love them.

I pray that Lord, You will fill Your ppl's heart with compassion for those who are sick and not be fearful of contracting any disease. Give us the boldness to reach out to them and to love them with all our heart..Teach us not to stigmatized any sick person and teach us to be more like Jesus everyday..Father I pray that I would not be just a dispenser or counselor of medication, but as a dispenser and counselor of love n faith in Christ Jesus...In Jesus Name, AMEN!!

"For I was hungry and you gave me somehting to eat: I was thirsty, and you gave me somehting to drink: I was a stranger, and you invited me in: I needed clothes , and you clothed me: I was sick, and you looked after me: I was in prison, and you came to visit me. Then the righteous will answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry and fed you? or thirsty, and gave you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger, and invite you in? or needing clothes, and clothed you? When did we see you sick, or in prison, and visited you? And the King will reply " I tell you the truth, whatever you have done for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you have done it for me" Matthew 25:35-40.

Touching the untouchables. Can u do it?

Forensic Law

2008-10-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

In about 2 weeks time, i will be sitting for a paper, called Forensic Law!!! Dun worry, I'm not changing my profession to a lawyer..hehe...just an exam i need to take in order to be granted my Pharmacy Licence!! I dunnoe why they called it forensic!!! As though it stands for law of cutting dead bodies!!! Haha... Just did a few past year questions on the MCQ, susahnye..summore MCQ is not open book exam, only the subjective Qs nia...Lord, I pray for wisdom to study and I also pray that all PRPs will be able to pass this exam and wont need to retake the paper...In Jesus Name, AMEN!!

Makan

2008-10-16T05:16:00.000-07:00

YES!! MAKAN!! YES!! Tomolo got jamuan makan Raya in IPD dept....just pay RM 3 nia...got satay, ketupats, lontong, etc...YUMMY!!! So long didnt makan ketupat liao..finally besok dapat makanz...Makan byk byk cox tomolo have to work OT...if no takde tenaga...

Philippians 4:19

2008-10-13T04:43:00.000-07:00

PHILIPPIANS 4:19

" AND MY GOD SHALL MEET ALL YOUR NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS GLORIOUS RICHES IN CHRIST JESUS"

Coming to HUKM have enable me to experience many of Gods great blessings when I kinda least expect it. Though I did not manage to get a room ANAP ( as near as possible) to HUKM, i was blessed with a cheaper single room and larger in size too here in Taman Connaught. So i thank God that He provide me a place to stay near Tmn Connaught cox is near to my church GEPC, near to my cell group *one floor up nia*, next to GIANT hypermarket and oso the photocopy shops and makan stores which are within the walking distance from my place...Not only that I was blessed with wonderful colleagues/seniors/ heads of depts who are willing to teach and not berlagak one...Not only that, for the past 1 week plus i was blessed that Jonathan is able to fetch me to work, so i had save on more than a week taxi fare, even when theres terrible jam on the way bak home with taxi, the taxi fare is not as high as i expected * prob God made the meter run slow* haha, but still praise GOD, i just have to pay btw rm4-5 even when theres jam. I got many bills *room, electric, water, transportation, loan etc* to pay actually, so thank God for the funds that He provided..n i oso thank God for His wisdom n strength while at work so tat i wont be so kelam kabut in handling some documents etc..Praise God for that again....

SO when I look back at this verse in Phil 4:19, i truly truly thank God for His blessings in the needs that He knows i have. N i believe everyday as we submit ourselves totally to God and pray every single day for His guidance, He will bring us through every circumstances...AMEN for that!!

Work

2008-10-08T05:19:00.001-07:00

Its 4 days eversince i started work at HUKM...I will be in the In Patient Department (IPD) for 10 weeks...Fuh..10 WHOLE WEEKS!!! The senior PRPs and FRPs are very nice...They r willing to teach...I thank God that i get HUKM, though it is not Hosp Klang like i wanted to, but then His plans r always the best...I get to meet Eunice bak there...after 4 long years of not seeing her after Taylors, and also other PRPs from IMU are nice n fun. I enjoyed laughing n running around filling prescriptions with them in the OPD, but when Kak Noor or Mr Dexter calls out our name when theres an error in filling, then no fun liao...hehe...Mr Dexter's fav sentence " I'm waiting for the new ones to make mistakes!!" STRESS!!! Adrenalin rush-lah!!

So whats my job description in IPD!!!?? Its kinda diff from the one in HKL during my clinical years in UCSI!! IPD here is divided into ward and dangerous drug act (DDA)..I have to screen the antibiotic prescription, call the staff nurse or pharmacist to confirm the drugs, doses, etc, manage JKPU drugs, filling, prepare morphine sulphate *Morphine Day*, jaga the dangerous drugs, learn purchasing, etc...I got 10 weeks to master all this...Puan Sharifah one of the clinical pharmacist in charge told us that we should learn as much as possible during the PRP year, before we get kick to any KKM hospital for FRP cox some KKM hosp may not have some facilities/dept for us to learn...so better learn as much as I could in PRP year.."KENOT BE SHY, JUST ASK IF TAK TAU!!! LEARN FROM MISTAKES!!!" This is what she said...I'm glad that the pharmacists here r nice n willing to teach..Thank God for them...

Oh yea, I got 2 exam to take, one will be in 2nd Nov or izzit 3rd Nov!!??? Its the forensic exam...FOC!! But the course/seminar/tutorial is RM 100 plus...POKAI!! Now still reconsidering whetehr to go a not for the tutorial since last time we were taught before ma.... 2nd exam is ORSkills or known as Oral Counseling Skills here..We have to pass this exam before we can start to counsel patients in ward...I have to learn to counsel in Cantonese oso...

One good thing I notice bout HUKM is, this is a teaching hospital oso... *Thumbs Up* So all PRPs have to go for some xtra classes after work which starts today actually... The Clinical Pharmacist will teach us on how to counsel the patients on the common diseases they suffer..eg: Asthma, Diabetes, Cardiovascular etc and oso on the techniques of using the inhalers, Novopen, etc...Class is about 1 hour...and it really benefits us to understand the proper technique to handle the patient...

Aiyo, nearly lupa, God, thank you for providing my transport for the past few days especially to work thru Jonathan.. At least i save half of the money for these few days...Lord, I pray that You will continue to bless him in every area of his life and I pray for his salvation as well...Thanks so much God...I pray that You will continue to provide for my transportation in d future, even if Jon kenot fetch me anymore...I trust in You!!

Neway, i makaning halfway now..wanna continue makan liao..!! Till then...Byez!! God Bless folks...

When Everything Seems Wrongs

2008-10-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

Everything seems to go wrong today...

Tomolo I have to report for duty and I am sick!!!

Cough, flu, throat stuck with "cendol"

WALAUEH!!!

In addition, Got some errors in photocopying my documents, thanks to the Indian guy bak in Klang..."P:S: Not indicating racism here"

This fella didnt photocopied the last page of my med check up report...I just found out on my way here to Connaught, but its partially my fault for not checking them first...Haih

Neway, i tried to find the photocopied shops in Tmn Connaught. ST wasnt open, prob is the Raya holiday mood. Most frustrated was, the two 7-eleven stores have photocopied machine but "ROSAK" ..WALAUEH!!! FRUST!! FRUST!! No where to go...the only hope now is i could do it by tomolo in HUKM!!! Eunice said that she could help me to photocopied in HUKM..Just hope that I can reach in time before 8 to finish up this mess and submit it in time!!

Just waiting for " Though the sorrows may last for the night, but joy comes in the morning"..hehe

Oh God, please heal my sickness n i pray that i can photocopied in time before Ms Michelle comes in...

Hari ini!!

2008-09-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today I bangun awal, cox me n my parents gotta go to Cheras to find a room to rent near HUKM..Got hold of many phone numbers of the tenants/agents and started dialing them...

Days before, i was anxious of getting a place to stay near HUKM...was praying for a cheap single room, with washing machine, with internet connection, good environment and nice housemates, and especially within the walking distance to the hospital.. :) The morning was full of frustration as many phone calls made was rejected bcox semua pun cakap " Semua sudah rented out!!!"...Walaueh..No matter how frustrated i was, i can only turn all the anxiety into prayers..The anxiety of emergency house shifting in less than a week..Funny thing is, when the least u expect for something, u will get it which is ANGKASA CONDOMINIUM!!! YES!!! I repeat ANGKASA CONDOMINIUM which was my Last RESORT and will be my place to stay!!!!

The whole morning i could not find any room around HUKM, drive east, drive west, north, south oso kenot find..condos are further and deep inside..not familiar with the place...so have to move in to my final option. Actually it wasnt at all entirely the last resort, Lincah was supposed to be the one..but Lincah is so far from the taxi stop, and Angkasa seems to be the best locatian so far..*The taxi stand is near McD mah*..

Earlier, I tried to call my juniors n some frens to help me find a room or help ask a agent they know in Angkasa...But then...haih....tak dapat juga..I called the main agent, Ms Tan there and ask for a place., but she said takda..Neway, we went to Angkasa Condo to see if theres still a tinge of hope, though in my mind actually *NO HOPE LIAO*. I was too tired of walking and searchin ady...

The most suprising thing is when i was outside the management office, my eyes met this woman inside. SHe called me in, n i terus ask : Got room to rent?" She said " Yes. There is" Praise The Lord...Sparks fly...Let go the pigeons...Put some firecrackers...Then I asked "Izzit single room?" She said "YES"!! WalauEh!! Sparks fly again. Let got he pigeons again. Put some firecrackers again...I feel like peluking her man...hahah..jokin nia...The woman was actually Ms Tan, whom i called earlier...I asked her why she said no earlier...SHe said that in the call, she heard me saying" Is tehre a house to rent?" So funny....Miscommunication...Haha

So Ngam Ngam Ho, theres a single room available. Actually today is the last day of the person to move out...WAH!! BLessed betul...N i can move in immediately after the gal cleared and shift out her things...Such a suprise!!!...I got a cheap single room *RM 280 which is much cheaper and larger than my previous room in Lincah* partially furnished with washing machine, internet connection, good environment... but it wasnt in a walking distance to HUKM. I have to take a cab to HUKM. per ride will be approximately RM 4 stg to Rm 5. Let say pergibalik is RM 10 perday, if 5 days a week i work, willbe RM 50 and if theres 3-4 weeks, the amount will be about RM 150-200 per month just for TRANSPORTATION!!! EXPENSIVE!!! GULP!!! If i dun take taxi, i have to go on a MARATHON every morning to work...Have to start walking at 6am..sure can sampai...hahah...Must pray for some one to carpool...RM 200 per month is unbelievable!! I have to start being slightly frugal from now on...Eat roti canai all day...Haha..no lah..Christina will not stop eating unless under special circumstances...Neway to summarize it all...I thank God for His provision....Now I pray and will thank God in advance for His provision for my transport to n fro from HUKM!!! AMEN!!

Back Liao!!

2008-09-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

Baru balik from Open Hands in Kajang. Was a great experience, staying with the children for a week, especially of a different race from I am..Its kinda cool actually...Thank God for the opportunity to fellowship together with the children...They taught me a real lotsa stuff, including how to speak some simple Tamil words, etc..heheh.. Neway will post about that later, cox now i have to be busy with the things needed to be done before i start my work *I got approximately 4 days to do so*.I have to report for duty in HUKM this coming fri...Have to fill in government forms, certified some documents, find 2 referees for the documentation sake, find a place to stay near the hosp, do this, do that, AIYOYO!!! OH MA MA!!! Ha...Headache!!! Kepala pusingz..

A Prayer!

2008-09-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

Lord, I want to love You more than myself!!

This is my desire, more than anything else..

Dao Gao

2008-09-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

Dao Gao or better known as I pray, is a very touching song in chinese. Got to know this song from Serena's blog. This song is by Streams of Praise..

At first i did not get the lyrics rite, cox i half banana ma...but then the more i listen, the more d lyrics comes to life..

Beautiful lyrics accompanied by beautiful music..

Here are the lyrics in dual languages..Translation is not by me..cox i will not be able to do that...If itz wrong dun blame me yea... Btw we should sing this song in church man...an AWESOME song of truth...Prayer brings Victory!!

祷告, Dao Gao, I pray

祷告

Pray

因为我渺小

For I am minute

祷告

Pray

因为我知道我需要

For I know I need To know

明瞭

Understanding

你心意对我重要

That Your desire matters more to me

祷告

Pray

已假装不了

I can't pretend no more

祷告

Pray

因为你的爱我需要

For it is Your love that I need

你关怀

Your care

我走过的你都明白

Every path I've been, You've been there before

有些事我只想要对你说

Some things I can only tell you

因你比任何人都爱我

For you love me more than anyone else

痛苦从眼中流下

Tears of pain flow from my eyes

我知道你为我擦

I know You will wipe them for me

在早晨我也要来对你说

In the morning I will want to tell You

主耶稣今天我为你活

Lord Jesus, I will live for you today

所需要的力量你天天赐给我

The strength that I need, You grant me daily

你恩典够我用

Your grace is more than enough for me

U can listen to the song by just going to Youtube or scrolling down towards the left hand side of my blog under the link *LISTENING* or BEST thing is, y dun u just give me a call and i will personally SING for U!!! Haha..Just kidding...:P

P:S: Thnks Bel for sending me the song..got a tough time searching for free download...

D Sickness spread to me!!

2008-09-07T05:38:00.001-07:00

I caught this sickness which has been spreading in GEPC!!! *Yap claimed one*

What sickness!!??

The "I left my Bible in church" sickness

For d very first time, Christina Kam lupa bawa Bible balik rumah...

Haih...I was wondering why my bag so ringan suddenly

Summore last time i laugh at the person who left his/her Bible in church

Itulah...ketawa org, sekarang sendiri kena pulak!!

So sad man without my Bible...I need it...Its my everyday food...My companion

Felt so awkward without my Bible

Felt so empty without the Bible by my side

I dun understand why i feel like this..

I have other Bibles at home,

but mine is easier to read *NIV* and there are notes inside

SAD!! SAD!! SAD!!

I wish I have the church keys...then can ambil balik

Hope that my Bible will still be in one piece when i go bak!!!

Lesson 1:

Dun ever laugh at other person, cox we will kena in return..

Lesson 2:

Dun keep chatting with frens until u forget to letak d Bible in ur bag

Lesson 3:

I have begin to learn how precious is the Living Word to me...I felt losing the BIble is like losing God...never ever let God out of your sight...not even one second..for He is precious to us...

On Guard!!

2008-09-05T01:43:00.000-07:00

These few days I have been thinking if I would ever be one of those who are able to sustain my faith towards God until my very last breathe. Recently I was kinda intimidated of the news where the very famous evangelistic Christian influencer, Billy Graham stated in his talk with Larry King "Jesus is not the only way....." Billy Graham had manipulated the true meaning of salvation!! What exactly made him put such statement!!?? I do not know!! Basically the world was shock!!! This made me start praying that every Christian in the world will be able to stand firm in their faith until the very end.

False prophets are rising up. The famous example: Oprah Winfrey!! She has the nickname of antichrist, thats what people call her!! I didnt really watch her shows starting the beginning of this year when i knew that she rejected her faith toowards God and started her very own cult, a new belief!! A No GOD religion!! She opened this new Big church with the initial attendance of more than 1 milllion of her fans!! Many Christians were being influenced by her lies. I even saw one of my fren buying her book!!!

Its time to be watchful and be prayerful!! Best of all do not let our guards down!! False prophets are everywhere and some of them may be your favourtie artist, your fren or anyone!! No kidding!!!

Jesus gave a warning in advance in Luke 21:8 that "Watch out that you are not deceived. For many will come in my name, claiming "I am he" and "The time is near" Do NOT follow them"

2 Thessolonians 2:15 ask us to stand firm and hold on to the teachings of the gospel!!

Follow on on Chapter 3:2. we are asked to pray that we may be delievered from wicked and evil man. for not everyone has faith!!

Most of all start praying for yourselves, for your families and your friends for in Matthew 24:10, "And at that time, many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate one another. and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved."

Let us not be scared! Let us continue to uphold one another in prayer. God will strengthen us by His grace! Greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world. Immanuel!! AMEN!!

John 14:6: Jesus said " I am the Way, the Truth and the Life! No one goes to the Father except through Me" Hold on to this truth frens! Salvation is through Jesus Christ alone, not anything or anyone else!!

Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus

2008-09-04T04:55:00.000-07:00

Turn Your eyes upon Jesus,

Look full in His wonderful face,

And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,

In the light of His Glory and Grace

PSA: FREE RICE

2008-09-02T22:48:00.000-07:00

Do u wanna help to end world hunger by providing rice to hungry people for free?

UNITED WORLD FOOD PROGRAMME had design this website for people around the world to play while at d same time donating rice grains to the needy..

Click on to

http://www.freerice.com/

to play a simple word game and donate!!

You are able to sharpen your English vocabulary skills, and get to learn the capitals of different countries...

COOL LEH!!

For each correct answer U get, 20 grains of rice will be donated.

So imagine if a person eats about 100 grains of rice permeal *numerically speaking*, by playing and donating 5000 grains, 50 people are able to eat because of u...:)

...

And the more U play,

Many will no longer live in hunger....

So folks, be a blessing towards others by clicking on to play!!

With Your Help, We Can End World Hunger!!!

Happie 51th Independence Day MALAYSIA!!

2008-08-30T09:05:00.001-07:00

ITS our 51TH year of FREEDOM

But for me the celebration this year starts to fades behind the political happenings...

TV advertisements oso didnt show much anticipation bout the historical day!!

Sumwhere 1 week + ago, there was the Penang politicians debate...

From weeks till few days back was the ultimate fight for Permatang Pauh....

WHY LA!!!

Wheres the UNITY!!???

I guess everyone had forgotten how susah payah it was back then to fight for independence...

*geleng kepala*

I still love this song newayz...

Tanggal 31

Bulan lapan, lima puluh tujuh,

MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Tetaplah Merdeka

Ia pasti menjadi sejarah...

Tanggal 31

Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh

Hari yang mulia

Hari bahagia

Sambut dengan jiwa yang merdeka

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA RAKYAT MALAYSIA!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

*This is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it*

Battle of the Big Mouths....

2008-08-28T01:33:00.001-07:00

We were once "retarded" back then....

Note: Ignore the "beautiful" scenery behind the pic..:)

One Night in Beijing

2008-08-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

I dunno y i'm so fascinated with this song *ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING*...The very first time i listen to this song is when my frenz and i celebrate Ying Shan's burfday at Station One and theres this boy who sings this song n his voice captured my attention...I was so shocked that when he suddenly came out with a granny voice..but then it was so AWESOME!!! Fooi Lee and I fell in love with d song...Truly fascinating...Very unique song ...

Eversince, i was wondering whether i will be able to listen to that song again until 2 weeks ago, i managed to bump into one of my fren in MSN, DIckson who is singing in a live band at a bar...i was able to listen to whatever was going in the bar thru an audio conversation set up..Syok lehhhh....I asked him whether can i request for a song...n he said YES!!! So i paksa him to sing this One Night In Beijing..AMAZING!!! Lagi syok if can go n listen on the spot cox there were too much of background noises on the earphone...nevertheless it was fun listening to him singing with the GRANNY voice...hahahhaha

I always wanted to go to KL n find a nice cafe or a decent bar to just sit down n relax n listen to ppl singing....Neway still searching for the best place to go...Any suggestions!!

PACK UR BAGS!!

2008-08-26T07:23:00.000-07:00

Bro: Anwar won election, pack ur bags

Me: Runaway?

Bro: Papa say we leaving the country tonite

Me: Go china

Bro: 4 wat?

Me: leave country ma

Bro: go Sg, plane leaving at 3.am. Pack evrything
necesary oni......................................................................
and that doesnt include the ozim zap tummy slimming machine =)

ANWAR WON ELECTION!!! Wonder whats his real intentions!!!

Food That Melts My Heart

2008-08-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

One thing I luv to do is EAT!!! An UNDENIABLE fact!!

For the past few weeks I have been travelling here n there

searching for hotspots to satisfiy my tastebuds!!!

SAMOSA CAFE!!

Scrumptious Lemon Grass Fish Fillet...*YUMMY*

I allways wanted to visit this place for a VERY LONG time:

I love pancakes, and after listening to the way Dollie describe the portion of the meal

Without further thought, I went for a try..

I went for the breakfast set la...CHEAP MA!!

But then i guess the size of d portion is always proportionate to the price you pay..

KIAMSIAP PADDINGTON!!!

The diameter of the pancakes is just about 8-10cm nia....

One mouth can just finished it once n for all...

Dun get fooled by the pics in their menu cox i kena ady...

SO.............

The best is always get a home cooked meal,

CHEAP n NICE n I CAN EAT ALL I WANT!!

esp when it is ur fren who does the cooking...

ICE ICE BABY in AUTOCITY, Bukit Mertajam!!!

BEST OF THE BEST: KIZUNA

My ears were fulled with the compliments that Sab gave about this place....

So we cepat cepat made reservations....

Bento set: Raw and cooked salmon is served 2gether.....

Dragon Maki...

TRULY AMAZING CUCUMBER MAKI!!

This is the one that u should opt for when u go to this place....The thin layer of cucumber is sweet and crunchy. There is a soft side and a crispy side in the fillings...Its like haven inside our mouth..FANTASTICO!! I still remember how Ying Shan and me enjoyed THE MOMENT when we dumped the piece into our mouth...CARPE DIEM!!! Sieze the moment *in the mouth la*...Haha

I always enjoy looking at menu.. Not sure y...Its just me...I LUV THE MENU!!!

GIVE ME THE MENU!!!

HAHA...*BuRpppppppp!!*

WOOHOO!!

2008-08-17T20:41:00.001-07:00

Wut a lazy morning...sky very dark but not even a drop of water from above...Neway just came bak from Penang...Finally graduated..WOOHOO!! AFter 4 mental torturing years of study, i've waited until my bones cracked, hair tumbuh moss, mushroom. paku pakis n etc just to get this:

A thin slice of paper (prob less than 0.1 mm) bearing my name

YIPEE YAY YAY!! MY CERTIFICATE!! YIPEE YAY YAY!!

Actually we were given 2 CERT, one in BM the other in ENglish...So "generous" of them...or isit BIAS!!!!! No CERT was given in Tamil or Chinese oso!!!.....*Ting* again

Bear in mind that this paper cost me about RM100000...Not to mention the Bil sewa bilik for 3 years plus + bil air + bil elektrik + bil makan n minum in KL!!! CUT THROAT!! CUT THROAT!!

Neway thank GOD by His supreme Grace,

I GRADUATED!!! Studying aint easy...*everyone nod head*...4 years of tears, sweat n blood *not exaggerating u noe* had to be endured to grab this qualification...PENGSANZ....But then, PRAISE GOD! PRAISE GOD!!!

This CERTIFICATE is dedicated to

****Drum rolls**Trumpet blows***

MY FAMILY

GOD ALMIGHTY!!!

*Happie*

REALITY CHECK!!

2008-08-17T17:40:00.000-07:00

It's easy to be a bad guy, it's hard to be a good one.

Not how big, Not how long, Not how much

2008-08-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

I always love to read the parables Jesus tells in the Bible. Simple story with great meaning. I bet everyone is familiar with all the parables read but I would luv to share on this one...

Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard, Matthew 20:1-16

“For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard.

He agreed to pay them a denarius for the day and sent them into his vineyard.

“About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing.

He told them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.’

So they went.
“He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing.

About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, ‘Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?’

” ‘Because no one has hired us,’ they answered.
“He said to them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard.’

“When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.’

“The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a denarius.

So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius.

When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner.

‘These men who were hired last worked only one hour,’ they said, ‘and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.’

“But he answered one of them, ‘Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius?

Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the same as I gave you.

Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?’

“So the last will be first, and the first will be last.”

We always think that the more we do something for GOD we will get more reward than other Christians. We think that if we pray more, serve more, attend more seminars or concert/conference or even suffer more than anyone else, GOD would loves us more than other Christian. It is not wrong to pray more/attend more seminars, but if you think that by doing more will get you somewhere, it is a wrong thinking! This is called self-righteous or to put in layman terms: PRIDE!!!

Many Christians do have this mindset and pride in them and I am one of them. But Jesus reminds us in this parable that it is not how much we do, because we are not saved by the good works we done, but by the grace of the LORD. Everyone is equal to GOD'S eyes and He wants us to remove the mentality of "doing more for GOD then only He will bless me more".

The assignment does not matter much to Him. A simple obedience and faith of getting the job done matters more than 1000 servings or 1000 concerts/seminars that you attend. Maybe we think that we had served 50 years in Godly services and those who are in 5 years of services is non compared to the 50 years time spent!! You know what!! GOD says that "I'm gonna reward these 2 man the same" Cox theres one and only reward: ETERNAL LIFE, nothing greater or smaller than this. Theres no such thing as half eternal life or double portion of eternal life. Its just ETERNAL LIFE!!Its singular not plural!!!

The parable ends with this "So the last will be first, and the first will be last".

So frens, we need to learn to humble ourselves in the things that we do. Its not how big or how much or how long we had endured, its the faith and the heart He sees in every small or big assignments given to us..

Loh-SOh

2008-08-04T23:55:00.000-07:00

LORD, I'm gonna keep bugging You with prayers non stop til I am healed....No matter how loh-soh i am, my prayers is still the same, I'm gonna keep asking n asking n asking n knocking n knocking until I am healed!!! Satan U LOSE!!! Nothing can come in between GOD n me,, not even ECZEMA!!! I AM FREE!! I AM FREE! AMEN to that....

Healer
by Mike Guglielmucci

Verse1

You hold my every moment

You calm my raging seas

You walk with me through fire

And heal all my disease

I trust in You

Chorus

I believe You’re my Healer

I believe You are all I need

I believe You’re my Portion

I believe You’re more than enough for me

Jesus You’re all I need

Bridge

Nothing is impossible for You

You hold my world in Your hands

Your Amazing Grace has been found

2008-08-04T19:45:00.000-07:00

GOD of love and LORD of Grace,

How I love to sing Your praise,

All my life I will proclaim,

Your wonderful and glorious Name,

I will declare Your matchless worth,

I will declare Your faithfulness

I will lift my hands to praise You,

I will lift my voice to bless You,

Glorify Your Name for all my days,

I will lift my hands to praise You,

I will give my heart to love You,

Glorify Your Name for all my days

~All My Days - by ALTERED FREQUENCY~

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Father LORD, Ur amazing grace is one thing that I can never ever fathom,

No matter how I would strayed away,

Your Grace will eventually found where I am,

Every tears shed, Your Grace will wipe them off,

When I fall, Your Grace pick me up,

When I rebel, Your Grace turn me back,

WHen I am sick, Your Grace healed me,

When I am down, Your grace cheers me up,

Your GRACE is sweeter and tasty O LORD,

Your GRACE brings me more satisfaction than even the BIG MAC or french fries I used to luv...

Now every second I would remember and hunger more for Your Grace,

The pain I been through keeps as a reminder of Your beautiful Grace,

YOUR GRACE IS ENOUGH!!!!

~Ur child :P ~

How long...

2008-08-02T01:41:00.001-07:00

As I stared up the ceiling,

I begin to wonder if i would ever be sleeping,

To think of the pain is so suffering,

I felt like screaming,

Instead of praying there is whining,

Instead of listening there is crying,

LORD U said that every tear is a prayer,

Sometimes I wonder whether would this last forever,

How I wish that I would have just a speck of belief,

So that I could be relieved....

From This....

How Long O LORD.....

I am still waiting,

To see the healing,

To start back smiling

Make this heart Your Sanctuary

2008-07-21T00:07:00.000-07:00

What can wash away my sins,

Nothing but the blood of JESUS,

What can make me whole again,

Nothing but hte blood of JESUS

How precious is the flow,

that makes me whites as snow,

No other fount I know,

Nothing but the blood of JESUS

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Through tears and joy,

I trust in You,

Though hard times befall,

I will not dwell in them,

for the Lord is my Sheperd,

my refuge, my strength,

Every second is a struggle,

to assure myself of the faith,

Though theres a battle deep within,

Nevertheless, I will win the war,

For greater is He who is in me,

the devil is unable to put me in captive,

for the Spirit had set me free,

by the blood of JESUS

Oh LORD, make this heart Your Sanctuary

WHOA!! Blessings from GOD!!!

2008-07-18T01:36:00.000-07:00

I was so amazed that we can save quite a bunch for the genting trip next wed. We wanted to book First World Hotel cox its cheap ma *First Class Cheapness*, but then its very expensive "ohhh the contradiction"....RM98 a day or stg like that summore only 2 beds nia and if we are "fortunate" enuff, we may get to hear some chickens staying beside us *clucking* non stop, which will spoilt our fun la, if u get wut i mean -leh!! Neway Banana Lee a.k.a Donkey/Doggie/Dollie Lee got this voucher for a room in Theme Park Hotel for less than RM70 if not mistaken, summore come with 3 single bed-leh n the best part -buffet breakfast!!* better than First Class Cheapness Hotel. Neway must make sure the eldest sleep on the floor not the otherwise*wink*.

Newayz, few days back, to add on to the happiness as well our leisure time in Genting, my dad handed me 4 FREE TICKETS worth RM110 a ticket, YES!! RM 110 satu ticket!!!!!!! to watch this show called DREAMZ!!! I didnt know whatz that thing la, but i heard is sumthing like magic show with one beautiful ANG-MO lion *thats wut Sab called it la, didnt know that lion oso come from diff races!!!!* Thanks to my dad who ordered the ASTRO ON DEMAND, n since its their 1st Anniversary, thats where the tickets comes from dude...ALL HAIL AOD!! We even have free tickets for the cable car and bus ride summore. Happie-nye. Most of All, Thank You GOD for the blessings....can't wait for DREAMZ, at least got stg to entertain me eversince the past miserable 2 weeks + i've been thru...neway pray that the ANG-MO lion wont terlepas n ter-accidentally come n baham me...plus i not nice to eat oso.....

DREAMZ GIVES U, THE ANG-MO LION.....

* bird flew by*

BIG MOUTH

2008-07-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time, it was very peaceful *sumwhere in penang town*

...........................................

until a GLUTTON n the VAIN came along

FIY, My mouth aint that BIG-lar......

*I nearly knocked off the boy while reaching up high for the

tau sar pia*

*Guess my face will be posted in the shop with a BIG X mark over it*

*NOT ALLOWED...XXXX*

Feeling the Love

2008-07-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Nothing beats more than a whisper of assurance from my Abba Father one fine morning..or was it afternoon ar!!??....haha...

Psalm 119:105 onwards
Your word is a lamp to my feet
and a light for my path.
I have taken an oath and confirmed it,
that I will follow your righteous laws.
I have suffered much;
preserve my life, O Lord, according to your word.
Accept, O Lord, the willing praise of my mouth,
and teach me your laws.
Though I constantly take my life in my hands,
I will not forget your law.
The wicked have set a snare for me,
but I have not strayed from your precepts.
Your statutes are my heritage forever;
they are the joy of my heart.
My heart is set on keeping your decrees
to the very end.

COME N SEE

2008-07-11T07:58:00.001-07:00

*LOudSpeaker* COME N SEE, COME N SEE, Lelong! Lelong! Mari dan tengok-lah cox GEPC is having FRIENDSHIP CONNECTION event on the 19th July this coming saturday from 8am to 1pm. So make sure you are free on that day and please cancel-lah your appointment, shopping dates or your romantic boyfriend/girlfriend outing oso cox u dun wanna miss this fun n exciting event. SUmmore you can make new kawan-kawan there u know....So remember to pakai ur sports baju and come prepare to win some cool prizes - We got 3 SAMSUNG MP3 *not Samseng ar* and 4 Redken Hair products summore to giveaway, and u may be one of the lucky winners to grab that prize home and show off to ur friends!!! *joking-must humble sikit* Feel excited-lehhhhh, can play, make new frenz and got prize to be won summore, so do

COME N SEE N PLAY N WIN!!!

*Credit goes to Jenn Hau for designing the cool flyer**Tepuk tangan*

PASSION KL...

2008-07-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

PASSION KL, Here i come, tunggu saya *lari*Christina, lari*....

Hari Yang Teramat Malas

2008-07-07T23:27:00.001-07:00

Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, cuci muka, pakai baju, minum kopi,lalallala *dah lupa lirik lagu ni*.....Semalam aku tidurz selama 1 jam saja...tak boleh tidur...IMSOMNIA kut...*Muka masam sekarang*....Cuti terlalu panjang, terperuk kat rumah entah berapa lama dah....dah tumbuh cendawan dan paku pakis kat kepala aku....sebulan lebih lagi dah nak kerja, arrrgh....kena cari balik buku teks aku, kena ulangkaji sebelum mula kerja, kang kena tanya soalan tak boleh jawab entah mana nak letak muka aku ni....Malas..Malas....MALAS!!!!

PASSION KL dah nak tiba dah...teringin sangat nak pergi...Kedengaran Chris Tomlin akan berada kat sana...sekarang tengah cari kawan, tengok siapa nak pergi, nasib baik aku bawah 25 tahun, kalau tak, tak boleh masuk, jadi *volunteer* pulak.....GENERASI TERPILIH...

Just Enough for Today

2008-07-07T06:43:00.000-07:00

Every morning we wake up with dreams or plans or expectations. We want to do great things and be a 'somebody'. But little do we know that what we ask for, are we able to handle it?? Humans are overcome with greed wanting more and more...and still feel DISSASTISFIED!!!...Well, we always ask for things that we think that we can handle..But Hey, GOD is saying "That's enuff for today. Dun worry bout other stuffs, just focus on the things I give u for now". The fundamental prayer in Matthew 6:9-13,*focus on verse 11 yea*, tells us to ask GOD " Give us today our daily bread"...Well GOD knows us better than we know ourselves. He created us. So He knows what we need for today, tomolo, day after tomolo.......

But sometimes we are so sucked into our own world and fascinates of doing great things until we forget to focus on the small things that GOD assigned us to do. This is called GREED and PRIDE!! Not suprising neway!!! Humans including myself takes pride in the things we do. Dun get me wrong! I'm not trying to imply that we should not dream big. Well its good to have a dream, but if these dream we have overshadow GOD'S, than its time to reschedule our dreams!!

In Proverbs 30:8-9, Agur asked GOD not to give him poverty or riches because he understands he is just only human. He understands that if riches comes in he knows that he will get proud of himself. If he becomes poor, he will ended up as a robber which will dishonor GOD. All he ask is just this "But give me only my daily bread" sufficient for him for the day. This is where humility comes in...

To let go off the frustrations of doin many stuffs for the day, why not we let GOD settle our timetable for us...start your prayer every morning with "GIVE US TODAY MY DAILY BREAD!!!"

Just writing...

2008-07-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

Many things happened lately, but then super lazy as ever to write it all down, especially in sequence. Can i just type down what i just wanna type? without erasing or editing anything?

Anyway got a msg from Fooi Lee *super duper junior aku* saying she passed her papers...Praise GOD. I still remember when aku balik connought, upon hearing that Shiao Yong is quitting pharmacy, she freaked out! Cant forget the look on her face that time. But neway, she managed to pull it all off. Congrats Fooi Lee, jia you in ur upcoming battle of neverending lectures, 15 cm thick of notes and best of all EXAMS!!

These few days I got serious allergy probz. Can't understand why!!?? Legs are freaking itchy with terrible burning sensation. Couldnt really sleep these few days...Wut a mental struggle...I still remember i woke up 2 days cursing GOD!! Forgive me GOD!! Gosh i hate the feeling but then guess JOB's condition is far worst than me. He got sores all over the body, is like the whole freaking burning pain terrorizing his body....but then i salute him for not blaming GOD!! Well God i still learning to deal with this, I will still sing *Blessed Be the Name of the Lord*. SPeaking of this song, i remembered the mental agony of singing this song while my leg is in that terrible condition. Choosing to Bless His Name requires strength n most of all faith. I use to sing this song with joy n smile at church, but then at home with this condition it was the very first time i sang with a broken heart. But then I praise GOD that theres a time to be healed, a time to weep and a time to laugh. The days of our lives r numbered!!

Neway speaking of allergies, monkey dollie got some reashes behind her back. Kesian that fella. At least now she understands the itchiness i have to go thru...hahahah..."Scratch dollie! Scratch like a monkey!"

Neway, tomolo is the start of the semester for the pharmacy students which i can no longer look forward to ady!! *whoopie for them* I begin to miss my study life *not the studying part la*. I missed the people there, the lecturers, crazy monkeying frenz, the food * my fuk chow yu yun fan*. I guess the aunty miss us since so long tak makan her food...since her customers "we" graduated liao......she gotta look for new potential fishes!!!

Anyway, still finding for the book *Boy Meets Girl* by Joshua Harris now, saw many good reviews bout the book. Gotta catch hold of the book....Speaking of books, lately i have been crashing into POPULAR bookstore to go for a free reading ride on this book called *Get Over it and On with It: How to Get Up when Life Knocks You Down* by Michelle McKinney. This books talks about tough times and the author took a different approach of handling it the Biblical way. U must be wondering why i did not buy the book...cox the book is freaking EXPENSIVE. RM 49.90 for just a book!! U can call me kiamsiap if u wan to cox i cant really afford such an EX book. Neway, since Jusco is so nearby my place, n i have ntg else better to do, y dun i drop by there n do some free reading since i'm not the only one doing it *wink*..ohhhh MALAYSIANS...Truly ASIA mah....hahhahaha

Convo coming up soon....gotta attend TWO summore...there goes my money *well not really cox my dads one wert*. Cant wait for the UCSI convo....take pics take pics!!! Haha..finally, Finally, FINALLY, Christina Kam graduated. Looking back, the years was a struggle be it in studying as well as in friendship. Well we gotta learn wut we gotta learn....Gosh i cant wait to see the lecturers and my juniors there. Take pics take pics. Yap, Jacob, Joann they all should be coming cox its on a Sat. Even if they cant make it i can bring my graduation baju there...ambil gambar kat GEPC *as though graduatin from GEPC* hahahha.....

Belinda, jgnlah sedih sangat....study only la...time past by real fast....Must be real bored until u have to eat *kampua* or wut ever *pua* lah infront of ur lappy...smile la sikit cik adik oi....

Hey Mr Magician, just wanna reassure u GOD luvs u....n ur friends luv u...dun lose hope cox GOD didnt let go of u at all....n yea, ur posts r freaking long...need thicker specs to read them...better sponsor cermin mata aku...n i like the way u put a song dedication in each n every post u do...

Oh yea, i was eating my fav BIG MAC tis afternoon and thought of stg to ask GOD this--> "Do u have MCD in Heaven?".....No answer until now yet.....*haha*

very super lazy to type ady...CLOSE SHOP!!

TGIFs

2008-06-27T02:41:00.000-07:00

Last Sat I payed Belinda a visit in Sunway. Went to bunk at her place for a night. Went to Sunway Pyramid cox my juniors were having their Health Campaign there in the new wing. But then stomachs were growling *hers more* so we decided to go here for lunch:

TGI FRIDAYS *my all time fav*

So we flipped their yummylicious menu and decided.....

to have *Mac N Cheese* as the appetizers ~ crispy on the outside, with cheesy pasta on the inside

Blackkened chicken with creamy pasta ~our main course

Give u a nearer shot!

The BOMBASTIC TEMPTATION of all ~ *Choc N Cream* Vanilla ice
cream sandwiched by two chocoloate chip biscuit which melts in your mouth

SATISFACTION GUARANTEED

Exposed...

2008-06-24T22:37:00.000-07:00

This is me:

I love to eat

I love to make noise (my signature)

I do have ego

I do get angry

I am selfish

I do get jealous /envy

I have my own fears (who don't?)

I am defensive

I am weird

I'm a hypocrite

I do gossiped (consciously or unconsciously)

I tell lies

I give into hatred at times

I don't keep my promise at times

I do get paranoid at times

I do tend to get worries

Well God, looking at the list above...need plenty of time to work things out....Sweatz

Broken...

2008-06-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

OFFENDING PERSON........... OFFENDED PERSON
Confession <----> Forgiveness
Repentance <----> Restoration

Well, it takes two to play this forgiveness and healing game. N believe me, this game aint easy to play with.......

This is what I do....

2008-06-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

Time past by real slow when it comes to hols, been holidaying since end of April..many things i did, many things i ate, many place i visited...so here it goes...

My Road trip:

Journey was boring....*on d way to Ipoh*

First stop upon arrival: MAKAN!! *at Tambun lost world restaurant*

The raw materials of our food!

People pay to eat this slimy thingy...

Spider Crab...*nope it didnt act in the latest movie*

Act cute frenz

Ipoh famous Mushroom sauce Chee Cheung Fan

Chap Ko Shuit *stg like ABC but served with a variety of fruits -good for constipation*

Near midnite, Ipoh-rians luv to wallop Taugeh Chicken for supper *well the shops only open at nite*, can eat it with ho fun or with rice.....so we wouldnt miss it...

Taugeh *fat and juicy*

Ho fun

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So...errr.wheres the main course...WHERES THE WHITE CHICKEN???

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TADA!! White and fresh summore!!!

Haha...joking nia...I dunno why i didnt capture the picture of the chicken...prob i accidentally deleted it or stg else..neway use this to *teng chi tong* first la......

Anyway...will continue in Part 2 later.,,,ciaoz...nak Zzzzz....

The BRIDGE

2008-06-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

Watch this:

www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=13a4a045cd290bc2ae2d

It features scenes from the short film "Most", the story of a bridge operator who is forced to choose between the life of the son he loves dearly and a train filled with people.

I watch this video at times to remind me of John 3:16. You dun wanna miss it!!

Ladies and gentlemans, boys and girls, please prepare a bucket or a box of tissue just incase....

Pharmacist Principalities vs GOD's Principalities.

2008-06-17T19:07:00.000-07:00

During the YA Camp, the first topic of the sermon was Living The Life Without Compromise. We live in a world full of their own principiliaties, and we were taught all that eversince we were in our primary school. Basically, from very young, my thoughts were moulded by scientific models and theories - evolution, Darwin theory, where most of the scientific / medical principals actually are against the principalities of God!

I was reading this book called Counseling Friends In Need by HArold J Sala, where he wrote counseling people should be based on Biblical principals not on the world's wisdom. So this put me into deep thought. For 4 years of my pharmacy course, many things I learned had go against the teachings of God. The world had came out with so many millions of scientific explanations to why the world exists, why this disease occurs, why this, why that?? When I was reading the book, Harold compared the models of the world with the Biblical models:

FREUDIAN MODEL
Root of the problem: Victim of conscience or environment
Cure: Psychoanalysis ( 6-8 years)

MEDICAL MODEL
Root of the problem: Victim of chemistry: Mental Illness (like a virus from without)
Cure: Psychotherapy drugs

MORAL MODEL
Root of the problem: Violator of morality (standards too high)
Cure: Psychotherapy (talking cures)

BIBLICAL MODEL
Root of the problem: Violator of will of God
Cure: Confession, Repentance, Restoration, Restitution

Like I said, since young, we were grounded by the teachings of the world. So this totally puts me in a dilemma. How to be a pharmacist but at the same time I do not violate God's principalities?How should I counsel patients based on the Biblical values instead of what I have learned from all the Physiology, Pharmacology textbooks??

I was flipping my Bible for an answer from God until I came upon the book of Colossions 2:8

"See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human traditions and the basic principals of this world rather than on Christ"

Later in verse 20-23: "Since you died with Christ to the basic principals of the world, why, as though you still belongs to it, do you submit to its rules. Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!? These are all destined to be perished with use, becasue they are based on human commands and teachings. Such regulations indeed have an appearance of wisdom, with their self-imposed worship, theri false humility and their harsh treatment of the body, but htey lack any value in restraining sensual indulgence."

So Lord, I do want to live a life without compromise as a pharmacist. Help me to be a pharmacist which applies Your truth in my workplace. Really need Your Revelation...

I dun wanna work

2008-06-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

It's June now...still waiting for the arrival of the letter of my posting. Initially I was really afraid to where I will get posted, but now the actual fear itself is to WORK!!! I seriously TAK MAU BEKERJA...Scared...scared...I have to face sick patients and death nearly every single day..Not only that, the life and death of the patients is in our hands...I'm not mentally prepared yet...Sometimes it made me wonder why did I ever took up pharmacy...oh the doubt!!!

God's Humbling Ways

2008-06-16T01:39:00.001-07:00

Though I am His sheep, I’m still prone to stray,
So Jesus in love sends afflictions my way;
The lessons that come in this school of deep pain
Will teach me to follow my Lord once again!

Bosch

SUFFERINGS: Does it mean GOD's eyes are closed?

2008-06-08T22:09:00.000-07:00

Rape, sickness, accidents, death, floods, earthquakes, storms!! If God loves this world, why is there suffering? Did God close His other eye to the troubles in the world? Does God truly exists because if He really does, then the world would be a happy place!! Many questions of such has laid for us a road of doubt whether God does really exist in the world!!

First and foremost, I would want to reaffirm the truth that God truly LOVES EVERYONE in this world. God is here to save us at the first place, not to destroy us.

Now I’m gonna share with you the reason why sufferings is happening in this world.

First, let us go back to the beginning of the creation in the book of Genesis from the Bible. Initially God created Adam and Eve and God love them so much. God had gave them a very beautiful garden, called Eden where they can play and eat all the fruits from the garden. However, God had warned them not to eat the fruit from a tree in the middle of the garden. But Adam and Eve CHOOSE to disobey God and ate the fruit from that very tree. That’s where the sufferings of the world begin due to the disobedience of the first human beings. Since both Adam and Eve choose not to listen to God, so God had to step away from their lives. This is just how the world is like now. The world is in total disobedience. We choose to live by our own selfish desires and kick God away. Disobedience to God, living under the control of the evil desires of the devil is considered as sin. This sin has separated us from GOD. It is us who FIRST choose to step away from GOD due to our disobedience, not vice versa. Because of the human’s selfish desires, the world was sooooo corrupted. That’s where rape cases, robbery, killing, child abuse, abortions, drug addiction take place. These sufferings are the direct consequences of humans’s actions themselves not of God’s. For God’s initial plan is to prosper us, to give us a good life, a good future.."Jeremiah 29:11"..

Since the world was so corrupted, we actually deserved punishment and death for what we have done.But God doesn’t want to see His creation get destroyed. God had came up with a plan to offer peace to us. GOD came to earth in the form of a human being JESUS CHRIST, who is blameless and upright to bridge the gap between us human and HIM!
In the Bible, John 3:16 tells us that “For God so loved the world, that He gave His one and only Son, Jesus Christ, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have Eternal Life.”

That’s a GOOD NEWS to all of us. Jesus Christ had to undergo the sufferings of the world in order for us to go to Heaven. All our sins and faults had been taken to the cross where HIS Blood was shed in order to forgive us.

Jesus had died for the world, for the drug addicts, rapists, liars, murderers…just to forgive us eventhough we actually do not deserve it!

“The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, full in love, He will not always accuse, nor will He be angry forever, He does not treat us as our sins deserve, or repay us to our wrongdoings” Psalm 103:8-10

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Sometimes God allows sufferings to happen is because the world’s heart is so HARDEN. Imagine a little child refuse to listen to their mommy and daddy over and over again! Than there’s where discipline comes in. God does not intend to allow sufferings at the first place, but since the world would not listen, thinking that they can lead their life better without GOD , they are actually going nearer to the path of destruction, and the only way to make people realize that they need to come back to God is thru SUFFERING! It is a WAKE UP CALL! An ALARM CLOCK to the world…If the entire world is obeying God, trusting Him, relying on Him, there wouldn’t be a WAKE UP call after all…

Jesus had came to save the world, but the world seems to refuse Him, so...

“The Lord disciplines those He loves….” Hebrews 12:6 tells us that just as the father disciplines his son, so Our GOD discipline us too for our good…

I don’t think that every parent loves to hit their children for their wrongdoings. But what happen if the little child never learn?? Discipline will be the last resort…God’s heart hurts to see us like this but if there’s no discipline, then we are all on the way to destruction, which is HELL!! Whether we like it or not, HELL does exists….and GOD does not want us to end up there…for HEAVEN is waiting for us…that’s where our ETERNAL LIFE is ( just like in John 3:16)..

"Behold, the LORD's hand is not shortened, That it cannot save;Nor His ear heavy, That it cannot hear. But your iniquities have separated you from your God;And your sins have hidden His face from you,So that He will not hear" Isaiah 59:1-2

God has indeed reached out HIS hand to forgive us, to offer peace with us. God does not require us to do anything to earn HIS love, He just wants us to reach out our hands to His' because HIS LOVE had existed long time ago, until now, and FOREVER...And God does not force us to love Him either, He loves us so much that He give us the choice to make:love Him or disobey Him.

"If we confess our sins, HE is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." That's a promise from our loving GOD in book of 1 John 1:9.

When the new heaven and earth comes, God had promised us this : " He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away" Revelation 21: 4

EVERYONE IS LOVED

2008-06-06T09:32:00.001-07:00

Have you heard before the song:

Jesus loves the little children,

All the children of the world,

Red and yellow, black and white,

They are precious in His sight,

Jesus loves the little children of the world

A picture paints a thousand words and the picture above says it all....And YES..He does love EVERYONE including Me and YOu.

WALK OR PAY-LA!!

2008-06-05T01:07:00.001-07:00

I think that EVERYONE should know that the price of petrol had increased about 0.78 sents a litre...fuh...The news was announced yesterday, and EVERY I mean, EVERY petrol station were flocked with cars, motorbikes FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!! The petrol stations nearly run out of fuel too!! The petroleum industry in Malaysia had made their first HISTORY of BIG BUSINESS...only for yesterday nia...summore before 12am leh...I bet the workers there are pretty stressed up with the amount of customers which all of a sudden zoom in from every town, every kampung, every corner of Malaysia....The entire Klang town were pretty jammed up...so cannot go out anywhere...

Anyway, since the government tak mau subsidized ady, I wonder how does the automobile industry gonna survive? People will start to think twice now when it comes to buying a car when they see the BILL of the petrol they need to spend!!!! Wah...POKAI-lo!!

Nvm la...if kenot drive, then WALK-lo....u got two legs wert!!! *Thats what people say after the breaking news*. Sure a not? Imagine a person who drove for over 10 years, and all of a sudden he is stripped off from his "luxury"and have to walk!!!.. HABISLAH that fella....

Neway, cars are too PAMPERING nowadays...sikit sikit wanna drive ady, eventhough it's such a short distance....so it is TIME for Malaysians to EXERCISE their fat and lazy legs...*wink*

FOOTSTEPS TO CAMBODIA 3

2008-06-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

Wutz up peeps...Sikarang, I gonna continue on PART 3 of my mission trip to Cambodia. I shared this post before in the GEPC blog, so now I share once again in my blog la....

As I mentioned earlier the BAray team is divided into 2 grps, so here are my geng:

Ps Rueben and CK

Sokha (interpretor) and me

Before I continued, I prayed as you guys read, God will speak and minister to you as well
Oh yea..do not miss out on the funny and hilarious moments occured during the journey yea....:P

So let's start with Sunday Morning.... We have to wake up early in the morning for the earliest (extremely early) church service ever at 7.00am am ( which Malaysians are busy snoring away)...We went to the Somrong church which is opposite our homestay, where we need to walk on a long narrow muddy path to the church.. The church is made of bricks and also nipah roofs (atap nipah). One thing we notice upon entry into the church is that though they lack of many kinds of equipments that GEPC has ( aircon, carpeted area, nice cushion chairs..etc), there's something they are rich in....They are rich in their faith...In other words, they are sufficient in God....

Somrong Church

Watching how the villagers worship really touched our heart. Despite the church lacking of many things, they still choose to worship and praise God and be thankful for whatever they have...
One thing I’m truly amazed about them is that when the pastor/leader ask anyone to come forward to give encouragement/ testimony, some of them just stood up and come forward without a second thought. You can see the eagerness in their faces oso. This is unlike the GEPC style, or maybe the Malaysian culture: First we will pandang kiri, then pandang kanan, kiri again then " Oh got people go, ok la..next is my turn".

These people are truly amazing, you can see the excitement in them to come forward to express their love and give glory to God ( i would say the desperation to give thanks to God) They would not care how people would think or look at them. Kawan kawan sekalian, kita patut contohi sikap mereka yea....

A woman came out to sing a psalm, while a blind man played his er-hu to accompany her. Everyone joined in along, clapping their hands and also singing. It’s just wonderful and fantastic watching them. I guess this is what God wants us to do, to freely worship Him, without thinking much….Just worship Him for He deserves all the praises. Sometimes, even as Christians, even me personally, I will think much even when I come to worship God. I would think that, will these words be appropriate, or if I kneel down what would people think, what happen if this, what happen if that..…Worship does not seems to be natural anymore with that kind of attitude...
During the worship, although we dun really understand the lyrics in bahasa Khmer, I know that God totally sees their heart of worship....:)

Pastor Rueben shared an amazing testimony during the service. He shared about how his mother went through the distress of giving birth to him. He shared also about his life of growing up to be the man God wants him to be...Ps, Rueben, we (GEPC) are so blessed to have you around...:)

Ps Rueben sharing

As the first service over, we got some rehat time (few minutes nia), before the second service starts which is the youth/children's one.

During the children service, we started with some icebreakers where we need to know each other's name... one boy even have difficulty pronouncing Ps Rueben names...it turned out to be GOLDBERT!!! All of us were laughing non stop upon hearing Pastor's new name...
The praise and worship sessions were enjoying especially watching them singing and dancing endlessly. We wouldn't miss out the fun so we joined in along.

Children'youth Praise and worship session

The children were excited to praise God

Ice breaker session..Thats where the name GOLDBERT came about...

Bump into a young talent, Jeremiah

Later, CK shared on something very encouraging tot he youths and the children there. He says that no matter how young we are, God is still gonna use us for His plans. He shared the examples of David ( s teeny weeny size dude which whack the King Kong Goliath with a sling shot) and even Little Timothy as well on how God had used them for His glory...

CK sharing

Somrong Youth

We had our 3rd service later at 2pm in Boeng Village ( Fishing Village)...The place is kinda far, so 4 of us have to sit on a tut tut to get there... Upon starting the journey, the tuttut have some difficulty of going up the slope.The driver turned behind and says “TOO HEAVY. KENOT MOVE!! We all look at one another for a moment…and then I guess through the conviction of the Holy Spirit, Ps Rueben and CK stepped down from the tuttut.... hahahha and as soon as they step down from the tut tut, HALELUJAH, the tut tut starts to move...

Tuttut

We had a bumpy and scary ride to the village. Every cars, motorbikes and vans were like F1 drivers on the road, they will hon at one another non stop and would not give way to the rest..The tuttut looks so vulnerable and if you don't hold tight, you might get thrown off the vehicle along the bumpy road. Not only that, road accidents happen everyday due to lack of safety measure from the government as well the people themselves. Anyways, Thank God for His protection whenever we travel on the road.

Weather was extremely hot in Cambodia....However, the weather did not hinder God's people from coming to church. The villagers were ready to worship the LORD although the temperature was rising. In this village, I was blessed with an opportunity to share so I shared to the villagers about how to trust God and putting all our worries and fears aside.

The church in Boeng Village
( Is actually a kindergarden which is used as a church on Sundays)

Do you see a wheel-chaired man in the picture above? His name is Tohl. He was involved in a road accident where his horsecart was bang by a vehicle from behind, smashing him against a tree, leaving him coma for 9 months in the hospital. Now he is half paralyzed and suffered from sores too. He has 3 children who is very young who could barely take care of him. So do keep him in your prayers:

Pray for God's healing upon his spine and sore
Pray that God will provide finances to pay for his surgery
Pray that God will provide someone to take good care of him
Pray that God will continue to strengthen him spiritually, mentally and physically

Inside the church ( no fan/carpet/air con/PA system)

A man singing psalms as an encouragement to everyone

Me sharing

Houses in BoengVillage (about the size of a normal bedroom)

A village girl

Later in the evening, we went for an oxcart ride to a place to tengok sunset...yea I know Joann mentioned that Jasmine and me kena "dikejar" Ox. The story goes like this...Aunty Esther( the woman in charge of us), Jasmine and me were walking happily in the lorong...then suddenly we heard bells ringing from behind. As soon as we look back, we say an oxcart coming towards us....Scared after dipijak the ox, first thing to do is normally to "RUN FOR YOUR LIFE"...All of us ran for our life, is just that both of them ran straight ahead for cover, and only me so gong gong jump into the bushes beside the lorong...pandai rite!!!??? there you go, that was the story...

Me driving an oxcart with my little sifu.

On the way, we met some village kids,

No toys, no Barbie dolls, just sands for them to play with...

The children were happy to meet and play with us . Being there with them makes a difference in their lifes.

Where we were "chased" by the oxcart

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Remember that I mentioned bout the bugs n beetles in the village!!!...So be prepared with the tools and gadgets to whack them..Both Jasmine and me had a battle against the insects..Hundreds of them were flying around trying to attack us. They try their very best to seep through the mosquito nets. Out of desperation we smacked the little fellas using our passports, torchlights, books and even the Bible while screaming away "In Jesus Name".. It's definitely a big challenge to sleep with these bugs when you are not in your own comfortable bed back at home.Nevertheless, it's quite fun too....Jasmine even 'converted' a lizard and make the lizard said its "sinner's prayer"...

This is what you need to prepare for war against the insects and bugs

After the oxcart ride we had a wonderful and fun fellowship with the youths at nite..Will share bout that later yea, till then...ciaoz

LAUGHTER THE BEST MEDICINE..

2008-06-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

Everyone sure know that, laughing is good...can help to relieve stress and so on...so I decided to add sum humour to the blog...RELAKS LA SIKIT!!! Christian life is oso fun one leh...We Christians also got sense of humor rite?? Haha there you go....

JOKE 1:

A little boy came home eating a big candy bar. His mother (remembering he had already spent all his allowance) asked him where he got it.
"I bought it at the store with the dollar you gave me," he said.
"But that dollar was for Sunday School," his mother replied.
"I know, Mom," he said, "but the Pastor met me at the door and got me in for free!"

JOKE 2:

"Now, how many of you would like to go to heaven?" asked the Sunday school teacher. All the eager three-year-olds raised their hands except Cassie.
"I'm sorry, I can't. My Mommy told me to come right home after Sunday school."

JOKE 3:

A Sunday school teacher asked her little children, as they were on the way to church service, "And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?"
One bright little girl replied, "Because people are sleeping."

JOKE 4:

A mother was watching her four-year-old child playing outside in a small plastic pool half filled with water. He was happily walking back and forth across the pool, making big splashes. Suddenly, he stopped, stepped out of the pool, and began to scoop water out of the pool with a pail.
"Why are you pouring the water out, Johnny?" the mother asked.
"'Cause my teacher said Jesus walked on water, and this water won't work," the boy replied.

JOKE 5:

A six year old boy was overheard reciting the Lord's Prayer at church service: "And forgive us our trash passes as we forgive those who passed trash against us."

MUAHAHAHA!!

FOOTSTEPS TO CAMBODIA 2

2008-05-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

The mission team was broken into 2 groups:

Team A: Rev. Peter Chin, Ps Robert, Sabrina, Rachel, Aloysius, Amanda and Shiao Yong.

Team B: Ps Anba, Ps Rueben, Joann, CK, Jasmine and me.

Team A goes to Koh Kong island, where they have to travel by boat there, while Team B (my team) goes to Baray Village in Kampung Thom. We arrived at the Phnom Penh( city of Cambodia) and both teams were separated from there to their respective places.

Our team travelled to Baray Village in Kampung Thom ( tengok the map below) which is about 120 km away from Phnom Penh. We were greeted by Sokha and Sophoan, Ps Anba's adopted children. Sokha is our team's interpretor and she's one cool and funny interpretor :)

We travelled by van to Baray Village and the journey was like SPEEDY GONZALES!!! , For a momentI thought i was sitting in Michael Shummacher's car (Probably the driver is related to him :P!!!)!! Everyone on the road are driving recklessly, honing at one another.The road is very dusty. Traffic lights are rare ( dunno whether government dun build or maybe many kena knocked down by vehicles!!)...You can even see motorcycles carrying 3 to 4 passengers without wearing helmets....I don't think you will even dare to cross the street.......

Phnom Penh Airport!! I thought they were welcoming us, but actually not!! haha

Rumah orang kaya in Phnom Penh

Sungai Mekong, as we r crossing the bridge

A garden in a roundabout!! Saw the pistol with the end twisted and diikat? It signifies end of war

Halfway we stopped by at a bread shop to buy some buns and bottled waters. That was the first time I have the chance to practice my Khmer language taught by Ps. Anba . I was asking how much is the bread and the waters in Khmer: "Ni te lai ponman." But then when they answered back. My whole brain bengang cox I don’t really understand what the lady was talking about. Anyway with Ps Anba's help, the confusion of language was settled..haha!! Anyway, the exchange in Cambodia is in USD and Riels.

We stopped by at a restaurant overlooking the MEKONG river ( Remember!! the sungai our Geography lessons taught us one!!) Unfortunately, the rain must come and spoilt everything....the restaurant was leaking....so we have to faster makan and cabut cox we still got a veyr long way to the village and it's so dark ady....

Dun ask me what's the name of the restaurant cox i TAK TAU BACA!! Plus my job is to MAKAN nia!!

VEGETABLES in OYSTER SAUCE... HO CHAK

Cambodia's famous dessert "Fresh leave cake"

Cambodia COCA COLA....

Makan time...Sokha busy on the phone while Joann posing!!

We arrived in Baray Village kinda late, about 10.30pm thanks to the heavy rain...We were greeted by Aunty Esther DIng, who is a long term missionary in Cambodia. We stayed at her place called Khmer Village Homestay. And the place TAKDA ELECTRICITY punya...The entire Baray Village don't have electricity....*GULP*... There is a generator which only works for 2 hours from 6.30pm to 8.30 pm for people to have dinner and their baths. Since we arrived late aunty Esther was gracious to extend the generator until 11.15pm. We practically got less time to finish unpack our stuffs and also bath...SO we cepat cepat sat down under a hut and discussed bout the agenda for the next morning...After that we cepat cepat dash into the toilet...It's kinda horrifying to bath with the bugs, spiders and beetles ( i think the whole family is there)...But then wut to do...terpaksa ady...if not this aint call missions ady...After bathing we cepat cepat balik our huts...My roomate is JAsmine...We slept on the floor in a mosquito nets...Was a great challenge to sleep cox the bugs are so determined to masuk into our territory..must been a very long time since these bugs have guest!! But then since we were too tired, kenot layan them much ady..will wait for the next day to entertain the bugs....

Part 3 coming up soon...

FOOTSTEPS TO CAMBODIA 1

2008-05-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

Yellow yellow ppl....Sorry for not updating lately ( blame the ASTRO la cox i was addicted to the TVB dramas lately....I noe some of u wanted to know how was my experience to Cambodia for the mission trip....anyway it's gonna be kinda long la ( gonna break into parts)...so tahan sikit la...if tak tahan then letak sum EYEMO to freshen up ur eyes...WIthout furtherado...LETS START

The actual journey starts as soon as I made the decision to go. The journey to making that decision itself is very mentally torturing. This is my VERY FIRST mission trip, summore all the way to CAMBODIA...Worries and fears of being kidnapped, stepping into landmines and getting diseases such as hepatitis B and typhoid cholera has been a barrier for me to step into that country.

Adding more worries is when I have the worst eczema flare-ups 2-3 weeks before the trip and it was during my final exam. The mental agony deprived me of my rest, stripped me of my rationality and filling me with inner and outer restlessness. This was when the real decision steps in: to rest at home or to go Cambodia right after exam. At this moment I did not think of spiritual attack until Joann called. Many encouraged me to go but some say don’t go. I was confused to what God wants me to do. The Bible also says to rest, but it also says go and make disciples of all nation. CONFUSING rite?? I was totally unaware that satan was using the Word to make me confused, to felt as though it is God Who wants me to rest. Part of me says rest, part of me says go. I was in a tug of war, where I’m in the middle pulled by satan in one end and the other end pulled by God. I have no peace at all. Pastors and the rest of the team prayed hard for me, giving me encouragements most of the time. Not to forget GEPC, SACC and my own cell group as well. Their aggressive prayers have been answered. My skin starts to improved tremendously 1 week before Cambodia trip. Even my housemates were amazed. But some of them think it is because of the steroids not God. I believed it is God who is FAITHFUL to heal through the faithful prayers of my brothers and sisters in Christ.

I was thrilled yet worries and fears of having second flare up in Cambodia overwhelmed me. I still remember Pastor Rueben said that ‘don’t let discouragement stop you from seeing a greater miracle” and Pastor Anba who said” The devils bring sickness and God brings healing”. Satan was definitely trying his best to stop me from going to Cambodia. Yet I still need to make the decision. Now a big part of me says go. Tuesday morning, I finally made my decision to go. REALLY GO!!! Messages were being sent out to the rest of my team bout the good news. Right after that decision was being made, peace overwhelmed me. I felt as though the chains were totally broken and I felt so happy... Satan was defeated at that point (I bet that fella must be crying). And that’s when I start to prepared myself to go and let God take charge of my health. Joshua 1:9 says “ Be strong and courageous, do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, For the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go”.

Many of their encouragements have kept me going. Praise God for that...

I LOVE ME

2008-05-18T04:53:00.000-07:00

I went back yesterday(Saturday) to GEPC to shared our Cambodia mission trip testimony with my other Baray team members...Was really happy to meet all of my bros n sis back....But first thing some of they asked me :HOws the bush?" "You kena kejar ox ar?" I guess all my funny and humiliating experiences during the mission trip TERBONGKAR ady....wonder WHO'S RESPONSIBILITY was that??? haha...
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Anyway, for the past 2 weeks, my heart was totally burdened, i don't feel like praising and worshipin God, I don't feel like praying, I don't know what's the reason....But I'm glad that when I came back to church yesterday, God had lifted up the burdens from my heart....At first I thought i carried some unforgiveness in my heart, but after Ps Anba prayed for me, he said that all this while I have not been loving myself..He said I am able to show great love towards others who are hurting but towards myself I am not able to do so.....He said that " We should love our neighbours as ourselves"...You must be thinking how I don't love myself...The signs and symptoms of not loving myself - low self-esteem, low self-confidence, ......(dun worry, it's not any suicidal thoughts at all.:)) All these negativities have eaten my thoughts away, had let satan the opportunity to have a foothold in my life...

But I truly thank God for revealing His love to me yesterday, today and forever. God is my confidence, my strength.

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GEPC BLOGSPOT...

2008-04-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

HURRAY...GEPC GOT OUR OWN BLOGSPOT.....COOL...CHECK OUT THE BLOGSITE FOR UPDATING EVENTS AND FEEL FREE TO POST ANY COMMENTS (CONSTRUCTIVE ONES) IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEA LAR.....WE MAY INCLUDE SERMONS FOR THOSE WHO MIGHT MISS THE SATURDAY SERVICE TOO.GREAT LEH!!.. SO DUN MISS OUT GEPC FOLKS....MOST OF ALL, A BIG THANKS TO CLARENCE WHO STARTED THE BLOGGY....:)

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My Sabbath Rest Today...

2008-04-01T00:29:00.000-07:00

Today is April's Fools Day. Gonna be my finals soon in 5 days.Havent finish many subjects yet..Heart no peace...mind no peace...soul oso no peace..
Conclusion...I seriously need a sabbath rest...A rest in God, WILL DEFINITELY HELP ME TO PULL THROUGH..God is faithful!!

" WE LIVE BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT"...
2ND CORINTHIANS 5:7

God's Promise.

2008-03-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

Although things are not perfect

Because of trial or pain

Continue in thanksgiving

Do not begin to blame

Even when the times are hard

Fierce winds are bound to blow

God is forever able

Hold on to what you know

Imagine life without His love

J oy would cease to be

Keep thanking Him for all the things

Love imparts to thee

Move out of "Camp Complaining"

No weapon that is known
On earth can yield the power

Praise can do alone

Quit looking at the future

Redeem the time at hand

Start every day with worship

To "thank" is a command

Until we see Him coming

Victorious in the sky

We'll run the race with gratitude
X alting God most high

Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but...

Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!
"I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor. The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything. Love and peace be with you forever, Amen

The Lord Provides

2008-03-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

Small things, Big things, God definitely provide if you believe in Him...

God has been faithfully providing many things to me, my family, my friends as well for GEPC.
As for me, I was praying about an hour plus ago for the Lord to provide me with an interesting story to write about for my Creative Writing. God do really answer because I FINALLY HAVE A STORY TO WRITE ABOUT!!!! (yahoo!)..
Few weeks before, I was worried about my essay cox I could not think of anything to write....plus I am not good in writing only in talking nia...!!!! But the Lord never fails to provide if you ask from Him.

Just wanna share with you who is reading this.

In Hebrews 11:6, it says " Without faith, it is impossible to please God......and that He REWARDS those who earnestly seek Him"

There is something so powerful about this message or personally I will call it a PROMISE from God. God is trying to tell us if we seek Him first and trust Him before we do ANYTHING, then the work we lay hands on could be done with success. Not just the work will be complete, I believe the work will be completed even FASTER than the normal rate!!

So, normally you might take about 3 hours to do a task, but coming FIRST before God even for that 5 or 10 minutes would help you to save SO MUCH time from wondering around aimlessly ,worrying unnecessarily and feeling frustrated excessively in your work or studies!!!

What I'm trying to share is, if you Go to Him, He will BLess You. You Don't Go to Him, then no blessing la....in other words NO FAITH, NO REWARDS....

If I did not come before God to ask Him for wisdom to come out with an idea for the essay, then maybe until tomorrow or the next day I still would not get an idea and even if I get an idea, it would not be a good idea at all!!!

Now, do you see the DIFFERENCE it made, coming before God and putting Him first??
Many of us may think that we need hours to come and pray but hey, God may not need all your 24 hours, what He need is your HEART to SEEK HIM FIRST and pray even for just 5 minutes only before you start doing anything, be it studying, working, or even playing. I tell you man, that 5 minutes you set apart for seeking God, you definitely would not regret...and you may even add more prayer time in the future...Praise God.

In pharmacy profession, when a disease had occurred or yet to occur, there always something called first line treatment before you do anything else.

Now I gonna share on the benefits of something call FIRST LINE PRAYER:

Your relationship with God becomes stronger.
Your faith and trust increases.
You will get rewarded for the things you Prayed for ( the rewards may be even bigger than you expected leh)
No UNNECESSARY frustrations.
No UNNECESSARY worries.
No UNNECESSARY burdens
the list goes on...

There is this saying: "An apple a day keeps the doctor away"....I would say "A 10 minute prayer keeps the unnecessary frustration/worries/ burdens away"...haha

INSPIRATIONS...

2008-03-13T06:56:00.001-07:00

Put on a different hat...

2008-03-10T15:33:00.000-07:00

Human mind is small,

When unforseen circumstances beats in, first thing comes to mind is negative thoughts,

Superficial thinking leads to misconception, misunderstanding and miscommunication,

Judgmental is quick as an answer, but deep thinking is always a 1000 miles away,

So no matter what u say or do or try to explain things, it does not go and penetrate into their minds...

Cox people's mind are all set...

Hmm...I wonder why humans are like that...probably the fact that we are just humans after
all!!??....

Man, this should never be an excuse....

So when problems occured, see and think from a different perspective, not from ours only,

Cox it does make a difference in yours and others' life....

God, You Never Give Up On Me

2008-03-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

Time after time you’ve been left behind

like the sun when it’s starting to rain

Time after time you’ve been forgotten

like a picture that’s faded with age

Time after time you ran after me

when I was still running away

Chorus:

You never give up on me

No, You never give up on me

Though I’m weak you are strong

You told me I still belong

No, you never, never give up on me

No,you never, never give up on me

Time after time I’ve used your grace

as a way to do what I please

I’ve taken for granted prayers that you answered

never been all I could be

You are holding out your hands

and now I clearly see

You always erase all my mistakes

You lift me up when I am down

Through all the ages, Your love never changes

You welcome me just as I am

NO CENDOL

2008-02-27T09:24:00.000-08:00

by the way, i did not get ABC cendol today....

Silly Lily

2008-02-27T00:57:00.000-08:00

One of My latest favourite song by a local band called BUNKFACE..Malaysia Music Industry is definitely improving...

SILLY LILY!!walking over me
like a desperation going to explain
but the nightmare
and illusions
she wont happen to believe that its on me
waiting for a sign everytime she comes
its getting so unreal
to BELIEVE ! THAT ! EVERYDAY!!!

Chrous
SILLY LILY!!
NEVER REALLY LIKED ME
SHE TOLD EVERYONE THAT I WAS SUCH A GAY
BUT SILY LILY!!
THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASY
HER PHILOSOPHY ISBEING LEFT BEHIND BECAUSE OF ME

Verse 2
SILLY LILY,
walking over me
like an ordinary girl
i would ignore to pass the time
but the nightmare
and illusions
she makes everything so right it got me going everytime
waiting for a sign everytime she comes
its getting so unreal
to BELIEVE ! THAT ! EVERYDAY !!!

Chorus

SILLY LILY, like an impact strike on mtv
SILLY LILY, like a new beginning to believe
SILLY LILY, like an activated misery
SILLY LILY, like a rush towards the possibilities

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HOME SWEET HOME

2008-02-26T21:54:00.000-08:00

BACK AT HOME,

AAHHH...HOME SWEET HOME,

WOKE UP LATE AS I WANTED TO..

TIREDNESS GONE...

MUM WAS GREAT,

TREAT ME LIKE PRINCESS,

SHE'S GONNA MAKE ABC CENDOL LATER..

DOIN NEPHRO REPORT NOW

HAVE TO FINISH IT QUICK TO MOVE ON TO THE OTHER...

REPORTZ....NEVER ENDING.....

BACKSTREET BOYS WILL BE PERFORMING TONITE...

WISH I COULD GO...:(

BUT THEN LISTENING TO THEIR MUSIC THRU HITZ FM IS MORE THAN ENUFF

THANKS HITZ...

GOING OUT FOR DINNER TONITE...:)

Giving....

2008-02-25T04:18:00.000-08:00

How tired I am Lord,

You said in Acts 20:35 that it is more blessed to give than receive,

But sometimes too much of giving really drains me out,

And I learnt that giving takes patience as well,

And being patient is somewhat hard though I strive to be,

God, As humans we have emotions,

At most times, I suppress my emotions so that this could not affect others,

Whenever I recalled what You said that we should try to make peace with everyone, I tune my anger off,

I learnt to be slow in anger just like You Lord,

But God, sometimes people just don't understand...I wonder how many times I should tune off the anger??? It really test my patience to the max...

That's why I do really salute You Lord, cox You are extremely a patient God,

Like the Valentine story below, You said : "You may not know me, but I know everything about You... "

This shows Your love that You gave, though not many knew Your love, You still

choose to love them...

And this shows the exact meaning of GIVING....

This truly shows Your great Love, as well Your patience,

But God, I truly cannot be that patient just like You, I do have a limit though...

Sometimes I think that Life may be much more easier by becoming a bad person,

However, forgive me for thinking like that God, is just a slipped of mind,

Nevertheless, please do sustain me...and most of all teach me to give appropriately,

Yes Lord, thanks for listening and reading...:)

.

A Love beyond our comprehension...

2008-02-24T00:10:00.000-08:00

A Love Story

This devotional was written by Jim Liebelt

I trust in God's unfailing love, for ever and ever.
—Psalm 52:8b

Around Valentine's Day most people think about love. With all of the media hype, even people who aren't in love, think about love! Here, however, is a great story (author unknown) about the depths of real love; a love that goes far beyond romance; and a love that is instructive to all!

"It was a busy morning, about 8:30 a.m., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 a.m. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him.

I saw him looking at his watch and decided since I was not busy with another patient that I would evaluate his wound. It had healed well, so I talked to one of the doctors and got the needed supplies to remove his stitches. While taking care of the wound we began a conversation.

I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment that morning as he was in such a hurry. He told me no, but that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired about her health. He told me that she had been in the nursing home for awhile and that she had Alzheimer's disease. As we talked, I asked him if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was and that she had not recognized him in five years. I was surprised, and asked him why he was still going every morning to visit his wife even though she didn't know who he is. He smiled and patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me but I still know who she is.'

I tried to hold back tears as he left – I had goose bumps on my arm – and I thought to myself, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'"

We all want to be loved in that kind of way – a love that remains strong and unchanged even when we don't recognize it! Thank God that He loves us in that same way! Though we may not recognize it, feel it, appreciate it or even take it for granted, God's love for us never changes! He is always there for us! And God's love for us sets the example of how we are to love others: our spouses, children, close friends, casual friends – and strangers alike.

May we be reminded of God's love and experience it in a new and fresh way – and pass that same kind of love on to the loved ones in your life!

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Whoa...

2007-11-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since i blog...its hol rite now - 3 weeks...3 weeks of no REST...first two weeks attached to a pharmacy for our assignment and report and the third week off to GHKL for my my clerkship...starting with PSYCHIATRIC WARD...which means during the hols have to study eveything under the sun about the psychos (ahem..no offence)...think is gonna be fun yet challenging, with new group members and new clerkships...

tomolo will be my 6th day in the pharmacy i attached to - FIRSTCARE PHARMACY bak in Bukit Tinggi...well the name really says it all...firstcare is really firstcare...the pharmacist will serve you right away as soon as u step into the shop with a big (extremely big) smile plastered on his face....:) learning from him is fun but sometimes the hours they placed us there (thnx to the school of pharmacy management) is extremely long...2 weeks with 8 hours a day...thank God the pharmacist allows me to go off early...if no he have to cracked his brain to give me something to do....hahah...nevertheless i really did learn alot from him...things we will never dealt with in the classroom, there you go....the pharmacy is where the best place to learn.n this is what i really called *hands-on experience*...

From this attachment, i came in to sense that i SERIOUSLY...yea...SERIOUSLY...need to brush up on my cantonese, mandarin and some hokkien ( thnxs fooi lee, in advance)...gosh i do really suck in mandarin..yesterday somehow i misinterpreted where a woman wants a pregnancy test but i showed her an oral contraceptive pill....*malu*....seriously *malu*...well i msg yshan ASAP asked for EMERGENCY help to brush up on my mandarin...even cantonese also i required to enhanced it ( summore i'm a cantonese pulak)...sabrina, if u R reading this u sure gonna laugh at me balik cox i laugh at ur cantonese before......*WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND*

One thing about the pharmacy is : macam satu keluarga...Yup...like a happy family...cox the pharmacist and his worker, siti are very fun and bubbly person---like to laugh and smile...:)

Overall, I STILL GOT 1 WEEK PLUS TO GO....haha...then kuai kuai stay at home and do my report...n bak to KL for ESP CAMP...n then GHKL (sweat)....gtg.....have to find stg about HRTs...have to discuss this topic with the pharmacist tomolo.....c u....

n frenS...thnx for the burpday wishes..yup getting older, wiser and more cantik.haha.appreciate it...:)

Study week or Shoppin Week???

2007-10-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

Study Week AGENDA (MAIN PRIORITIES):

Wake up at 12pm - just in time for lunch
Click on Channel V n MTV on ASTRO whenever and whereever!!!
Shopping like crazy
Paint my nails
Makan like CRAZY!!

Good News: Goin shoppin tomolo...at Mid Valley with Ms Geriatric, Ah Yap and Sotong Kurita
for a mini UCSI CG outing....Gosh I luv SHOPPING!!!!!
Sotong Kurita's job : Shopping bags hanger!!

Pink Piggy...

2007-10-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

Its 8.13pm and I'm bored. I'm supposed to study cox finals is coming up...doin d exact opposite of studying is somewhat uncontrollable...guess itz just nature...Coming bak to Klang was sorta relaxing yet tempting...ASTRO is on with hundreds, YES.. HUNDREDS of TV CHANNELS...*yeepee* my hand seems to love the remote control so much that it would not let go!!! Naughty hand!!! I think I'm getting fat...well is not something unusual cox Christina Kam loves eating...I miss Big Mac....speaking of makan, Sab just msg me few secs ago.

Sab : So u di rumah makan bykkah?hehe

Christina: Well, eating is my hobby...........

I went to The Curve today with my family...guess what I did there..??? MAKAN!!!
Me n my sis went to this Italian restaurant known as Caffe 1920 and d food was not bad...I ate spaghetti with crispy bacon...*the bacon was superb nice*...was quite filling...*SATISFACTION GUARANTEED*....

Good News...AFter months of pestering...I finally got the Bible I wanted...yeepee...Sab berjaya get for me from Ipoh. :P Is a pink Bible....PINK!! PINK!! PINK!! I'm not really a pink fanatic, itz just that the Bible is nice and the pages are easy to flipped.

Clarification..

2007-10-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

Based on the previous entry regarding the minus mark thingy...is already settled it seems..is just that i was so lazy to place an entry regarding this matter..well i talked to the culprit that day, and it seems that the whole class' marks will not be deducted except for the main culprits la. So no worries...:)

Speechless..

2007-09-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

Itz been some time since i have been blogging *properly*...haha...Things were havoc today during our Cancer Chemotherapy Tutorial..
Hmm....something *nice* happened today - my whole class marks got deducted 50% from our assignment.... How did it happen?? Thanks to some buffalo-headed person(s) who never take heed of Dr. Y's warning ( beratus ratus kali) on signing attendance for their buffalo-headed frenz....Well the class was pissed of actually but at d same time takut of Dr. Y...COx today Dr.Y's emotions exploded to the MAX....plus with me, Rach n Hoey Lin were sitting at the second row...felt like Hurricane Yeong just swept thru (managed to hold tight to my chair though*wink*)...
Well, one thing i learnt bout Dr. Y is about her counting(scary 1 to 10)...10 seconds were given to the buffalo to own up to his cheating business....her 10 seconds were like *too fast too furious*...in the end - NO ONE own up...so, she said " The whole class will be deducted 50% form the assignment"- this totally causes an uproar in the whole class...
Cancer Chemotherapy assignment, though it is 2 unit (which Dr.Y make it seems like 4 unit - her field ma*, it is so extremely difficult to reach up to her standard...confirm dead la this time....
Sikarang, the whole class no motivation to do good in the cancer assignment liao...summore we put so much sweat n blood n urine n shit on this report....
Another *good* news...is that the marks of those who did not wore formal during nursing home visit...thanks to the accidental capture of videos n pics taken by Ms. Lyna during the visit....well dun misunderstand that Ms Lyna did it purposely...its not her fault..She took the pics for our own memory..--However, Dr SYed spotted some sexy informal wear ppl during the visit...

To sum it all, we live in a place with difficult-lifting up to-her-Standards- society of pharmacy students of UCSI.

P:S: I salute Priya for opening up this matter ( attendance cheating) by sending email to the class gmail *except some xtreme harsh words she placed in*.. Well some ppl never learn ( this aims to the bunch of boys sitting on the left back row and the bunch of girls on the paling belakang punye kanan).sigh....

Blessed Be The Name of The Lord

2007-09-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

Its been quite some time since i blog.

First thing is I wanna praise You oh God and give thanks for the released of all the Korean hostages...Thank You for being a FAITHFUL GOD...and not forgetting our prayers to You. Thanks, thanks, thanks............AMEN

LEARN WHO IS YOUR MASTER...

2007-08-02T05:19:00.000-07:00

Human beings have minds, well that is what God gave us. But we tend to go on our own ways, we felt more secure with things in the way we expect, our human minds have began to take full control until the Maker who is the Master of ALL MINDS are not allowed to intervene. W en things are out of control, we began to be frustrated, disappointed, we start to ask "Why?WHy God you let me go through this.? Why is this happening" But one thing that ALL Christians should realize that GOD IS OUR MASTER, NOT you!!!

Romans 9:14-21 goes

Rom 9:14	What shall we say then? Is there unrighteousness with God? Certainly not!
Rom 9:15	For He says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whomever I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whomever I will have compassion."[fn6]
Rom 9:16	So then it is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs, but of God who shows mercy.
Rom 9:17	For the Scripture says to the Pharaoh, "For this very purpose I have raised you up, that I may show My power in you, and that My name may be declared in all the earth."[fn7]
Rom 9:18	Therefore He has mercy on whom He wills, and whom He wills He hardens.
Rom 9:19	You will say to me then, "Why does He still find fault? For who has resisted His will?"
Rom 9:20	But indeed, O man, who are you to reply against God? Will the thing formed say to him who formed it, "Why have you made me like this?"
Rom 9:21	Does not the potter have power over the clay, from the same lump to make one vessel for honor and another for dishonor?
Rom 9:22	What if God, wanting to show His wrath and to make His power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath prepared for destruction,
Rom 9:23	and that He might make known the riches of His glory on the vessels of mercy, which He had prepared beforehand for glory,
Rom 9:24	even us whom He called, not of the Jews only, but also of the Gentiles? Never ever try to reason out with God, for He is the Kings of Kings and Lord of Lords, and He is Your Master and most of all His mind is like way bigger(infinity) than your teeny weeny mind. So together let's start learning!!!

PROUD

2007-08-02T04:50:00.001-07:00

I AM PROUD THAT THE 23 KOREAN CHRISTIANS ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE THEIR TIME AND ENERGY FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE, AND I MEAN LOVE TO THE AFGHAN PEOPLE, DESPITE THE DANGER YET TO COME. SOME MAY EVEN THINK THAT ALL OF YOU ARE STUPID, BUT YOUR ACTS DISPLAY A TRUE AND GENUINE LOVE THAT NONE OF US DARE TO SHOW. GOD IS SOOO PROUD OF YOU GUYS AND I AM ALSO PROUD OF YOU GUYS. YOU GUYS WILL NEVER EVER BE FORGOTTEN. CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR THEM AND DO NOT LET GO OF HOPE. LORD, SUSTAIN THEM, GIVE THEM HOPE, WIPE THEIR TEARS, REMOVE THEIR FRUSTRATIONS, MAY YOUR PRESENCE BE WITH THEM, IN JESUS NAME, AMEN

Please Pray...

2007-07-31T06:54:00.000-07:00

The message shown reading " kidnapped korean missionairies will be killed tonite. "My heart does not feels right upon hearing that. They went to Afghanistan for a purpose - to share the love though helping in medicine missionary. However, sufferings end up coming their way. 1 Peter2:20 verse comes out alive " But when you do good and suffer for it, if you take it patiently, this is commendable before God". I felt the mental agony and sudden distress. This is how exactly Jesus may have felt when He was ALL ALONE!! His disciples ran away, God even put away His face. If I were to be in their shoes right this moment, what would I think? what would i do? I dunno....All i asked right now, if for whoever reads this or knows about the incident, please please pray for them. Please pray for the Korean government with wisdom in negotiation with the Talibans request. Please pray that God's presence be with them so strong, that even the Talibans may felt it, please pray for God's super strength to be with them..pray for all fears and worries to be removed, pray that they will not be tortured especially the women. GOD, PLEASE, PLEASE BE WITH THEM..PROTECT THEM..AMEN

So Christians, all this while we have taken things so lightly, the time will come where the prophecies will come alive..be prepared spiritually, mentally and physically. Continue to insert this prayer everyday, as a preparation in times to come. There is no running away, but facing it with God's strength.

PRAISE THE LORD

2007-07-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord,

I wanna say thank you so much....thank you thank you thank you thank you...terima kasih...how grateful i am to u...i duno how to express my thanks but seriously You have save me...u make me strong..i am sorry for doubted that u wont help me...but thanks for keepin me calm...n even though i mati enjin nearly 4 times, u relaxes me n the enjion started bak :)....so i wanna say thank u....thru this a painful lesson has been learned...the pride in me, u stripped it away painfully, the mental agony, the frustration and the tears left me into pieces the day before, but You oh God gather this pieces and fit it back again...
Lord, how i regret and ashamed of the pride.....Oh Lord, i wont dare to be proud again...for you are the KIng of Kings....Thanks once again...I LOVE YOU

Your Clay,
Christina

I'm just human after all

2007-07-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord,

I have to repeat my driving test tomolo, facing again the slope, parking and three point turn test just makes me worried, in doubt, fearful, and disappointed. My fear conquers me...I wondered all this while, why God..why, why u didnt' let me pass all the test...and now i have to repeat again...Oh Lord, no matter what i still wanna say thanks becox thru the repeat test, u let me know that i am just a human, shaped by you, like a potter and its clay.u have let me know that you are the Sovereign Lord, and i can do nothing without you...oh Lord, i have let my pride take me away from you, the sins have blocked the blessings from following me.oh God how i begin to hate sin now.i just want to draw closer to u, to trust u once again...oh God, thank you, thru this u make me realized who i really am.I admit and i am sooooo ashamed of my pride, of my sin.Forgive me O Lord..Lord, save me, hide me in your wings, encourage me, comfort me, strengthen me, i truly needs 100% of u seriously, there is no more me , but YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU!! Oh Lord, conquer my emotions now...do net let the emotions take control of me....Oh Lord my God, your servant cries out loud for your help..Help me...Help me...Help me....Help me my GOD....

Your clay,
Christina

test, Test, TEST!!!

2007-07-05T04:12:00.000-07:00

Just hearing this words passing thru ur eardrums, there goes ur spine chilling session. Buhu!! Me goin for driving test tomolo morn...Confident got la sikit...anxious la sikit...takut adalah sikit...cox u wont noe wutz gonna happen tomolo...Prayerfully I will pass the test tomolo...n hope that the examiner wont keep showing his papaya face n bising beside my ear with " Woi!! Cepatla sikit! Tak tau memandu ke??? Cepat la!!"......haha...even a person with so much confidence but due to the
si ganas examiner all confidence oso stripped away ady...Pray that God's presence will be so strong during the test and able to guard the mouth and attitudes of the examiners. Pray that tomolo EVERYONE including me will pass the test!! AMEN!!!

P.S: When I passed my test ady, i can drive like Michael SHoemaker *wink*!!!!....yeepee!!!

Bel

2007-06-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

To Bel..

I told God I was angry, I thought He’d be surprised.
I thought I’d kept hostility quite cleverly disguised.
I told the Lord I hate Him, I told Him that I hurt.
I told Him that He isn’t fair, that He’d treated me like dirt!

I told God I was angry, but I’m the one surprised!
“What I’ve known all along,” He said, “You’ve finally realized.
At last you have admitted what’s really in your heart.
Dishonesty, not anger, was keeping us apart.

“Even when you hate Me, I don’t stop loving you.
Before you can receive that love you must confess what’s true.
In telling me the anger you genuinely feel.
It loses power over you, permitting you to heal.”

I told God I was sorry, and He’s forgiven me.
The truth that I was angry had finally set me free

*Things may not have gone right, but no matter what God still loves u n me oso*

HUG SOMEONE

2007-06-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

*HUG SOMEONE*. This title caught my eye as I flip thru the FEMALE mag. It states " Relieving stress can be as simple as hugging someone. ( Guys, bet ur eyes are wide open now!). A cuddle releases the hormone oxytocin, and lowers stress hormones, cortisol and norepnephrine. Less stress, fewer zits, go grab someone!"
Hmmm...come to realize the culture in Malaysia, hugging can seems to be an offence unlike the angmohs!!! Hopefully, after reading this u dun simply hug anybody, dun come n take advantage man OR ELSE you will get a !!!!!!!!

The best solution --> Go n hug a tree!! Its safe, hugable, does not retaliate n best of all there might be some sort of fruit fall down n u can eat it!!! See how he enjoys it!!!! :)

Driving freaks....

2007-06-26T01:18:00.000-07:00

Who say driving is easy??? Last evening I went out driving using my dad's car n YES with him beside me!!!! Initially it was FINE till enjin mati, few times in the middle of the road...talking bout my driving skills totally negative 10.....he must be shaking his head man... Sweatz!

Daughter: Dun worry la, I can handle it one!!! I'm pro!! Just pegang stereng nia..
Dad : Thinking "Yea rite!!". *SWEATZ*

So I was thinking...which car shud I drive after I get my licence....two choices to be made:

OR

Hmmm.......hmmmm.....hmmm..............wutz ur opinion leh!!???!

God's works Part 2...

2007-06-25T06:59:00.001-07:00

Lets continue...

Wei Way
Power Puff Girls ( BUbbles) biggest fan i must say...n oso my classmates n exhsemate...thruout in UCSI she has grew closer to God...she involved in CF...serving God n the people there..
n recently she is involve in mission trip!! Praise God....Its good to see that she has a heart for other people n not living for herself...n now she together with other missionaries are becoming a blessing for the people in Bantu, Sarawak. Praise the Lord
once again.

Josephine
Mojojo...thats wut I call her...this gal has also grew closer to the Lord...the Lord has His own way for His people especially when He places people in UCSI for His glory to be revealed...He has work His plans in others and as well for Jo..she is involved in CF oso...she has passion n heart for the people n now is oso on the same mission trip with Wei Way to Bantu, Sarawak....Praise God for His neverending works in the people's lives....

My First Uncle
Yesterday I was so amazed that my sis told me my first uncle went to church. My uncle is a Christian since young but he did not attend church for yearssssssss.....he has a Bible though..(bought in the year back in 1963). Nearly about 2 months ago, he met in an accident n was hospitalized..my first uncle is an extremely active person, he goes mount climbing, cycling n etc...but after the incident its difficult for him to move around n i guess it is quite frustrated for him...but Thank God, even though such tragedy may had happened, God has turn it out for a good purpose n yes He do has His plans for my uncle...My uncle started going to church last Sunday with my aunty n he say he felt sooooooo happy going there, with the people there are so frendly....Well Praise God....so starting from now...he n my aunty will be going to church...n the 44 year old Bible is back to work again!!! Praise God!!! Not to forget, Thank God for the Pastor living next to him n kept praying for my uncle!!! :)