Sunday, August 17, 2008

WOOHOO!!

Wut a lazy morning...sky very dark but not even a drop of water from above...Neway just came bak from Penang...Finally graduated..WOOHOO!! AFter 4 mental torturing years of study, i've waited until my bones cracked, hair tumbuh moss, mushroom. paku pakis n etc just to get this:

A thin slice of paper (prob less than 0.1 mm) bearing my name

YIPEE YAY YAY!! MY CERTIFICATE!! YIPEE YAY YAY!!

Actually we were given 2 CERT, one in BM the other in ENglish...So "generous" of them...or isit BIAS!!!!! No CERT was given in Tamil or Chinese oso!!!.....*Ting* again

Bear in mind that this paper cost me about RM100000...Not to mention the Bil sewa bilik for 3 years plus + bil air + bil elektrik + bil makan n minum in KL!!! CUT THROAT!! CUT THROAT!!

Neway thank GOD by His supreme Grace,

I GRADUATED!!! Studying aint easy...*everyone nod head*...4 years of tears, sweat n blood *not exaggerating u noe* had to be endured to grab this qualification...PENGSANZ....But then, PRAISE GOD! PRAISE GOD!!!

This CERTIFICATE is dedicated to

****Drum rolls**Trumpet blows***

MY FAMILY

&

GOD ALMIGHTY!!!

*Happie*

REALITY CHECK!!

It's easy to be a bad guy, it's hard to be a good one.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Not how big, Not how long, Not how much

I always love to read the parables Jesus tells in the Bible. Simple story with great meaning. I bet everyone is familiar with all the parables read but I would luv to share on this one...


Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard, Matthew 20:1-16


“For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard.

He agreed to pay them a denarius for the day and sent them into his vineyard.

“About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing.

He told them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.’

So they went.
“He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing.

About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, ‘Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?’

” ‘Because no one has hired us,’ they answered.
“He said to them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard.’

“When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.’

“The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a denarius.

So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius.

When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner.

‘These men who were hired last worked only one hour,’ they said, ‘and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.’

“But he answered one of them, ‘Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius?

Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the same as I gave you.

Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?’

“So the last will be first, and the first will be last.”


We always think that the more we do something for GOD we will get more reward than other Christians. We think that if we pray more, serve more, attend more seminars or concert/conference or even suffer more than anyone else, GOD would loves us more than other Christian. It is not wrong to pray more/attend more seminars, but if you think that by doing more will get you somewhere, it is a wrong thinking! This is called self-righteous or to put in layman terms: PRIDE!!!
Many Christians do have this mindset and pride in them and I am one of them. But Jesus reminds us in this parable that it is not how much we do, because we are not saved by the good works we done, but by the grace of the LORD. Everyone is equal to GOD'S eyes and He wants us to remove the mentality of "doing more for GOD then only He will bless me more".
The assignment does not matter much to Him. A simple obedience and faith of getting the job done matters more than 1000 servings or 1000 concerts/seminars that you attend. Maybe we think that we had served 50 years in Godly services and those who are in 5 years of services is non compared to the 50 years time spent!! You know what!! GOD says that "I'm gonna reward these 2 man the same" Cox theres one and only reward: ETERNAL LIFE, nothing greater or smaller than this. Theres no such thing as half eternal life or double portion of eternal life. Its just ETERNAL LIFE!!Its singular not plural!!!
The parable ends with this "So the last will be first, and the first will be last".
So frens, we need to learn to humble ourselves in the things that we do. Its not how big or how much or how long we had endured, its the faith and the heart He sees in every small or big assignments given to us..

Monday, August 4, 2008

Loh-SOh

LORD, I'm gonna keep bugging You with prayers non stop til I am healed....No matter how loh-soh i am, my prayers is still the same, I'm gonna keep asking n asking n asking n knocking n knocking until I am healed!!! Satan U LOSE!!! Nothing can come in between GOD n me,, not even ECZEMA!!! I AM FREE!! I AM FREE! AMEN to that....

Healer
by Mike Guglielmucci

Verse1
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You

Chorus
I believe You’re my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You’re my Portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need

Bridge
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

Your Amazing Grace has been found

GOD of love and LORD of Grace,
How I love to sing Your praise,
All my life I will proclaim,
Your wonderful and glorious Name,
I will declare Your matchless worth,
I will declare Your faithfulness
I will lift my hands to praise You,
I will lift my voice to bless You,
Glorify Your Name for all my days,
I will lift my hands to praise You,
I will give my heart to love You,
Glorify Your Name for all my days
~All My Days - by ALTERED FREQUENCY~
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Father LORD, Ur amazing grace is one thing that I can never ever fathom,
No matter how I would strayed away,
Your Grace will eventually found where I am,
Every tears shed, Your Grace will wipe them off,
When I fall, Your Grace pick me up,
When I rebel, Your Grace turn me back,
WHen I am sick, Your Grace healed me,
When I am down, Your grace cheers me up,
Your GRACE is sweeter and tasty O LORD,
Your GRACE brings me more satisfaction than even the BIG MAC or french fries I used to luv...
Now every second I would remember and hunger more for Your Grace,
The pain I been through keeps as a reminder of Your beautiful Grace,
YOUR GRACE IS ENOUGH!!!!
~Ur child :P ~

Saturday, August 2, 2008

How long...



As I stared up the ceiling,

I begin to wonder if i would ever be sleeping,

To think of the pain is so suffering,

I felt like screaming,

Instead of praying there is whining,

Instead of listening there is crying,

LORD U said that every tear is a prayer,

Sometimes I wonder whether would this last forever,

How I wish that I would have just a speck of belief,

So that I could be relieved....

From This....



How Long O LORD.....
I am still waiting,
To see the healing,
To start back smiling

Monday, July 21, 2008

Make this heart Your Sanctuary

What can wash away my sins,
Nothing but the blood of JESUS,
What can make me whole again,
Nothing but hte blood of JESUS
How precious is the flow,
that makes me whites as snow,
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of JESUS
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Through tears and joy,
I trust in You,
Though hard times befall,
I will not dwell in them,
for the Lord is my Sheperd,
my refuge, my strength,
Every second is a struggle,
to assure myself of the faith,
Though theres a battle deep within,
Nevertheless, I will win the war,
For greater is He who is in me,
the devil is unable to put me in captive,
for the Spirit had set me free,
by the blood of JESUS
Oh LORD, make this heart Your Sanctuary