That's all He need from us...

Was lying on my bed asking God...

Me: So God, Christmas coming ady, so what present U want?
God: I just want your heart, thats all...

Unfortunately for the past years of Christmas celebrations, the true meaning of Christmas somehow seems to fade away behind all the feastings, parties, santa claus, christmas presents...Christmas is the time of celebration...but what is this celebration all about?
Is about the birth of Jesus Christ, a good news for everyone...a Saviour of our souls were born...It is time to focus on the cross, and what Christmas is all about...Is ALL about JESUS!!!

HAPPIE BURPDAY JESUS!!!

WHere?

Wheres my passion?

Wheres my determination?

Wheres my confidence?

Wheres my boldness?

WHERE?? WHERE? WHEREEE..??

So lost...

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Come Holy Spirit, fall afresh on me,

Fill m e with Your Power...

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Lord please remove the stress from me,

You say O Lord that we should not worry,

for worryin does not add a single hour to our life,

i know that every day You will watch over me,

however i felt that i didnt put much trust in You,

I'm sorry...i have let the fear get hold of me,

Lord, please remove this burden away from me...

Much more than I could bear

What could I say!?? The life and death of the patient is in my hands..Every word I said, every action i do, every decision made counts!!....Everyday I come to work with a heavy heart, tired body and mind....Darts of pressure are firing from every corner,...*Sigh heavily*...I felt like running away...So overwhelming...so overwhelmin.............Sometimes i think that i myself is exaggerating, taking things too seriously...what could i say??? It is my job!!! God, please sustain me...the stress is too overwhelming...my knees are weaker n weaker...

Gonna........

anytime....!

INDULGENZE!!!

Over the past few weeks, I have been indulging endlessly.

Stomach has been working pretty hard actually...

Let the pics tell the stories...

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ZANMAI SUSHI, Mid Valley Gardens

*4 TIMES in less than 3 weeks!!*

Had a farewell for Sze Yan n Sifu CHin...

Brought the gals here for a treat!



More pics....


Times Square with Bestie n Sara


Sara's Burfday at *La Qiao* aka Chillis!!

Lamb SHoulder...*ma ma tei only-lah*

Beef Bacon Burger..

Then...GELATO time...

In the end,

My wallet lose weight,

But i add weight pulak!!!

:P

When Boy Meets Girl...

Well, is a hot topic of the season...got bang with this questions many times: "Christina, got boyfriend a not?", "Christina, when u getting married ar?" " Christina, so when you getting boyfriend ar?"..hehehe

I am now at the so called "marriage" age...some of my friends are getting married..Congratz to them...:)...So now lets jump into something for us to ponder okies...

Relationship, engagement, marriage...This are issues that every single person, be it a girl or boy that need to considered properly, becox it involves one of the most important organ of the human: THE HEART!!! Emotions are something that we can't really play with. Unfortunately many take it for granted or seems to be ignorant bout it...Many seems to be irresponsible of their actions and speech towards the opposite sex, creating unwanted hurts that can be avoided if there were understanding/knowledge of what relationship is all about...Haihs...Through out the years, i have been observing breakups, cries of people becox of RELATIONSHIP!!! Many are left with a brokenheart caused by, like i mentioned earlier, ignorant dudes n dudettes..Well, when it comes to relationship, we should be cautious to whom should our heart be given to, if no we have to bear the consequences of the decisions we made...



Well, the only guy who can have my heart is the one who

• is not necessarily handsome-lah
• loves God more than himself or anyone else
• accepts me for who I am
• able to commit himself into this relationship
• have a willingness to admit his mistakes and change
• is able to lead and make decisions
• is able to put others needs above himself

A beautiful character will be the main attraction, not necessarily the charm of the person's looks...If love is based on looks, then in 50 years time, will u be still attracted to ur partner or will u let ur partner's character and attitude be the bridge between both of u even when your skin starts to show signs of wrinkle and aging? Well thats something to ponder-lah...BYEZ

What does a pharmacist do?

Well, we are not just dispensers of medications behind the counter........


We, pharmacist:

• screen through prescriptions to check and make sure the medications together with the doses prescribed by the doctor are correct.
• provide patient counseling on their diseases and medications *inpatient and outpatient*
• conduct Therapeutic Drug Monitoring especially on drugs like Vancomycin, Digoxin, Theophyline, Aminoglycoside antibiotics, together with determining their doses and advising the doctors on the medication regimen.
• answer doctor/nurses/other pharmacist/patient/public query on medications *Drug Info Centre*
• supplying medications to outpatient and inpatient.
• supply dangerous drugs, like morphine, cocaine, psychotropic medications to patients
• conduct Cytotoxic Drug Reconstitution *cancer drugs* and preparing TPN bags
• conduct clinical case clerking to follow up with the patient and intervene in any medication error...
• involve in the purchasing of all medications for the hospital
• conduct raid in pharmacies or places which perform any illegal drug business and bring them to court *Drug Enforcement*

Well, dun get me wrong..I'm not trying to be so proud here..just sharing with those who seems to be ignorant about the jobscope of a pharmacist...

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Neway got a MC today, waited for such a long time to see the doc in Klinik Warga...got rashes all over my body and migrane...Must be the post effect of working...Physically tired..Gotta rest...

Pondering

A crossroad of decisions...

A clash between Yours n my desires...

A battle of the mind..

A willingness to obey,

A change of heart....

U noe Lord...U noe...

Reminiscence!!

3 days ago...I was officially 23!! Yup!! 23!! Still young n hotz....!! Celebrating burfday this year was kinda different, cox my 5 buddies are not here!!! Chatted with Dollie 3 weeks bak on her burfday, and yea, she felt the same as i did...:P

Was browsing thru my pics file, and yea...truly miss the crazy n fun times we had bak in uni...Oh...i miss u guyz man...Here r some pics for ur entertainment....

Steamboat mania

Public Health Campaign

Our first encounter with mice and i murdered *accidentally* one of them...

Plain crazy

At TGIF

Teapotz Burfday..

Rach's burfday

Err...speechless..

Sab's way of acting cool always keeps me wondering...til now..!!

Burfday facial treatment!!!

Tryin to "entertain" me

Well it works!!

Lincah Gengz 003

We fight wherever we r...

....even in public!!! :P

Few minutes later...fren balik!!

Wanted to show more pics, but some is in the other lappy...next time la...Til then..

Give and receive the Best

If you want the best from God, you gotta give Him your best!!!

I experienced God today!!!

WOOHOO!!! God is GOOD!!! He is faithful!! He helped me this morning to recover and traced back the missing ampoules. EVERYTHING IS TALLY!!! Hooray!!! Hallelujah!!! As Hebrew 11:6 mentioned when we have faith, God will reward us in return. Indeed it is true!! I stand in awe of You Lord. You are so amazing. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!! I praise Your Name Lord God Almighty, You are my comforter, my deliverer, my strength!!! Thank You for Your grace each and everyday. I can survived solely because of You...You are ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL!!!

Helpless

Thats what i am feeling now...3 hours ago, 20 over ampoules of DD were MISSING!!! The amount in the record book does not match the physical stock i counted!! What went wrong!!?? I absolutely have no idea...I had try my best to double check everything...Today 25 wards indented DD today...I have been counting ampoules like gila and supplying them from 8am to 5pm non stop...At the end of the day, when i just do some stock check count, it does not tally!!! Helpless as I am rite now all i can do is pray. What I could hold on to rite now is:

Philippians 4: 6-7: Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer n petition, with thanksgiving present ur request to God, and the peace of God which transcends all understandings will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus

2 Corinthians 1:9-10 Indeed in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on oursleves but on God, who raises the dead. He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliever us..

O God, I felt so helpless rite now. And theres no point for me to worry, for u say that we should not worry bout the things tomolo. The only thing i can do rite now is to pray n trust u to guide me in tracing back the ampoules. I commit tomorrow into Your hands. I pray for Your protection and give me strength O God to face everyday challenges. AMEN!!

P:S: God will make a way, when theres seem to be no way!!

Makan Schedule

Food connects people... :) Thatz y i love enjoyin fellowshippin with my frenz through MAKAN!!

Thus, my schedule for the month

• 15th Nov - Dim Sum Breakfast with Sara, prob Sharon n Flora..
• 16th Nov - Dinner with colleagues at Le Meridien Hotel, KL *free summore cox got a seminar there*
• 26th Nov - Makan celebration with my ex Lincah hsemates in conjuntion with the end of their finals...prob taking them out for seafood la cox they missed seafood so much...
• Sumwhere in the end of Nov - JOGOYA Jap Buffet, Starhill or SHOGUN Jap Buffet, Sunway Pyramid...hmmm....still deciding...

Thoughts of today!!!

SO far 5 weeks ady i have been working...This is what i have to learn:

• Face new task without fear or anxiety a.k.a kan cheongness...
• Think Fast
• Act Fast
• Solve problem in a more organized way
• To be confident in whatever job handled

by Gods strength, wisdom, n joy!!

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Today i manage to finish my stock check by 12.30pm..So happie...Tepukz tangan!!! Previously i finished at 5pm!!! Big Sifu is proud!!! He say i inherited his skills...kononnye...perasan...But then Big sifu memang efficient in handling his task. He can finish all indents from the wards and stock check on the same day!! Superman!!! FUH!!! Big sifu n Sze Yan is leaving liao...Sob sob..Hope u guys get KL la...then next time can go yum cha..But then prob Big sifu will get thrown to sempadan cox he did stg previosuly!! Hahahhaha!!!...

Till then.....

My very own Rx

Date: 3rd Nov 2008

Name: Christina Kam
Age: 23
RN: XXXXXX
Ward: Y Bed: Z

Symptoms:

• Stress
• Anxiety
• Sad

Treatment:

• God's grace x daily
• Holy Bible x daily
• Pray x daily
• Philllipian 4:6-7 x daily
• Proverbs 3:5-6 x daily
• McD French Fries *today* only..if daily i go bankrupt n fat!!
• A new guitar set

Doctor in charge: Jesus Christ (J.C)

Tired

8 stg liao...I feel so tired...just came bak from work..i need my beauty sleep... but havent study yet for my comin exam...sigh...sigh..SIGH!!! no energy after balik from kerja....tangan lemah, kepala lemah, whole badan oso weak...sigh...sigh..SIGH!!! Aiyo...y i sigh so many times one...like nenek man,... :P time to sleep liao...can i just take EL tomolo n dump my work to my colleagues...*sinister smile* hehehe

Btw, i will be stuck in the DD gua for 4 weeks...but Jon will only be there for 1 week...n Chin will be goin to OPD liao...sigh..sigh SIGH!!! my super sifu n sifu not there...summore i alone in DD...no fun without both of them n oso Farah..neway today was my first day without farah in IPD...miss her so much..we use to chat n joke n laugh a lot *while our hands n legs are workin la* hehe...shes a nice gal...now shes in ward liao...now Jacq will be in IPD for 2 weeks startin todayz, i only have 1 week to teach and hand over all d stuffz i learned to her within this week...i have no time to learn my DD!!! ARRGH!!! Sumhow i gonna miss ward supply...dunnoe y so dun ask me y!! :P

Touching The Untouchable!!

I'm compelled to write this post..I was reading my Merck Manual on diseases where this disease" Leprosy" caught my attention. I got to know this disease thru the Bible, where Jesus had healed many leper ppl. However all this while, i dun really understand what leprosy is all about. I went on to the internet to just check out on this disease to learn of its' pathophysiology and symptoms etc. I was shocked to find out how terrible this disease affects the person!!!

Leprosy is actually an infection caused by Mycobacterium leprae which leads to disfiguration of the body, esp on the face, toes, fingers as well as blindness due to the damage of the peripheral nerves. The skin will developed rashes couple with a loss of sensation towards pain, heat etc... Not only that, to my horror, many leper patients are considered as an outcast due to this disease. I read an article written by sumone from Hosp Sungai Buloh, a leading hosp in d research of infectious diseases which has a Leprosy centre for the patients. He mentioned that this patients are stigmatized and abondoned by their family members/friends etc. So, many of them are left to stayed alone or remained in the centre. Many ppl wouldnt dare to touch them or go near them and this truly affects the sufferer psychologically, emotionally and mentally. Even there are some doctors who wouldnt dare to go near them, for the fear of contracting the disease!! However, it is assured that this disease is not easily trasmitted.

Leper patients with deformity of hands and loss of fingers..

In India, those who are infected with leprosy are labelled as *untouchables*. They are lonely, left devastated with this illness and most of all not loved and taken care by their close ones!! The more i think about this, the more i reflect on how Jesus had heal the lepers. Jesus had compassion on them. Jesus loves them. Its so amazing..I believe in the Bible, many would wanna stay as far as possible from this lepers, but Jesus went closer to the lepers and touched their skin and healed them...

I start to question myself how would i ever react if one day, a TB/ AIDS / leper / any contagious sick person comes to me for help and for love....Will i get scared and run away just like some others, or would i stay put and reach out to them and love them? The hospital is full of sick ppl, and these r the ones who are desperate for hope and love....Only through Gods love i am able to love them.

I pray that Lord, You will fill Your ppl's heart with compassion for those who are sick and not be fearful of contracting any disease. Give us the boldness to reach out to them and to love them with all our heart..Teach us not to stigmatized any sick person and teach us to be more like Jesus everyday..Father I pray that I would not be just a dispenser or counselor of medication, but as a dispenser and counselor of love n faith in Christ Jesus...In Jesus Name, AMEN!!

"For I was hungry and you gave me somehting to eat: I was thirsty, and you gave me somehting to drink: I was a stranger, and you invited me in: I needed clothes , and you clothed me: I was sick, and you looked after me: I was in prison, and you came to visit me. Then the righteous will answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry and fed you? or thirsty, and gave you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger, and invite you in? or needing clothes, and clothed you? When did we see you sick, or in prison, and visited you? And the King will reply " I tell you the truth, whatever you have done for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you have done it for me" Matthew 25:35-40.

Touching the untouchables. Can u do it?

Forensic Law

In about 2 weeks time, i will be sitting for a paper, called Forensic Law!!! Dun worry, I'm not changing my profession to a lawyer..hehe...just an exam i need to take in order to be granted my Pharmacy Licence!! I dunnoe why they called it forensic!!! As though it stands for law of cutting dead bodies!!! Haha... Just did a few past year questions on the MCQ, susahnye..summore MCQ is not open book exam, only the subjective Qs nia...Lord, I pray for wisdom to study and I also pray that all PRPs will be able to pass this exam and wont need to retake the paper...In Jesus Name, AMEN!!

Makan

YES!! MAKAN!! YES!! Tomolo got jamuan makan Raya in IPD dept....just pay RM 3 nia...got satay, ketupats, lontong, etc...YUMMY!!! So long didnt makan ketupat liao..finally besok dapat makanz...Makan byk byk cox tomolo have to work OT...if no takde tenaga...

Philippians 4:19

PHILIPPIANS 4:19

" AND MY GOD SHALL MEET ALL YOUR NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS GLORIOUS RICHES IN CHRIST JESUS"

Coming to HUKM have enable me to experience many of Gods great blessings when I kinda least expect it. Though I did not manage to get a room ANAP ( as near as possible) to HUKM, i was blessed with a cheaper single room and larger in size too here in Taman Connaught. So i thank God that He provide me a place to stay near Tmn Connaught cox is near to my church GEPC, near to my cell group *one floor up nia*, next to GIANT hypermarket and oso the photocopy shops and makan stores which are within the walking distance from my place...Not only that I was blessed with wonderful colleagues/seniors/ heads of depts who are willing to teach and not berlagak one...Not only that, for the past 1 week plus i was blessed that Jonathan is able to fetch me to work, so i had save on more than a week taxi fare, even when theres terrible jam on the way bak home with taxi, the taxi fare is not as high as i expected * prob God made the meter run slow* haha, but still praise GOD, i just have to pay btw rm4-5 even when theres jam. I got many bills *room, electric, water, transportation, loan etc* to pay actually, so thank God for the funds that He provided..n i oso thank God for His wisdom n strength while at work so tat i wont be so kelam kabut in handling some documents etc..Praise God for that again....

SO when I look back at this verse in Phil 4:19, i truly truly thank God for His blessings in the needs that He knows i have. N i believe everyday as we submit ourselves totally to God and pray every single day for His guidance, He will bring us through every circumstances...AMEN for that!!

Work

Its 4 days eversince i started work at HUKM...I will be in the In Patient Department (IPD) for 10 weeks...Fuh..10 WHOLE WEEKS!!! The senior PRPs and FRPs are very nice...They r willing to teach...I thank God that i get HUKM, though it is not Hosp Klang like i wanted to, but then His plans r always the best...I get to meet Eunice bak there...after 4 long years of not seeing her after Taylors, and also other PRPs from IMU are nice n fun. I enjoyed laughing n running around filling prescriptions with them in the OPD, but when Kak Noor or Mr Dexter calls out our name when theres an error in filling, then no fun liao...hehe...Mr Dexter's fav sentence " I'm waiting for the new ones to make mistakes!!" STRESS!!! Adrenalin rush-lah!!

So whats my job description in IPD!!!?? Its kinda diff from the one in HKL during my clinical years in UCSI!! IPD here is divided into ward and dangerous drug act (DDA)..I have to screen the antibiotic prescription, call the staff nurse or pharmacist to confirm the drugs, doses, etc, manage JKPU drugs, filling, prepare morphine sulphate *Morphine Day*, jaga the dangerous drugs, learn purchasing, etc...I got 10 weeks to master all this...Puan Sharifah one of the clinical pharmacist in charge told us that we should learn as much as possible during the PRP year, before we get kick to any KKM hospital for FRP cox some KKM hosp may not have some facilities/dept for us to learn...so better learn as much as I could in PRP year.."KENOT BE SHY, JUST ASK IF TAK TAU!!! LEARN FROM MISTAKES!!!" This is what she said...I'm glad that the pharmacists here r nice n willing to teach..Thank God for them...

Oh yea, I got 2 exam to take, one will be in 2nd Nov or izzit 3rd Nov!!??? Its the forensic exam...FOC!! But the course/seminar/tutorial is RM 100 plus...POKAI!! Now still reconsidering whetehr to go a not for the tutorial since last time we were taught before ma.... 2nd exam is ORSkills or known as Oral Counseling Skills here..We have to pass this exam before we can start to counsel patients in ward...I have to learn to counsel in Cantonese oso...

One good thing I notice bout HUKM is, this is a teaching hospital oso... *Thumbs Up* So all PRPs have to go for some xtra classes after work which starts today actually... The Clinical Pharmacist will teach us on how to counsel the patients on the common diseases they suffer..eg: Asthma, Diabetes, Cardiovascular etc and oso on the techniques of using the inhalers, Novopen, etc...Class is about 1 hour...and it really benefits us to understand the proper technique to handle the patient...

Aiyo, nearly lupa, God, thank you for providing my transport for the past few days especially to work thru Jonathan.. At least i save half of the money for these few days...Lord, I pray that You will continue to bless him in every area of his life and I pray for his salvation as well...Thanks so much God...I pray that You will continue to provide for my transportation in d future, even if Jon kenot fetch me anymore...I trust in You!!

Neway, i makaning halfway now..wanna continue makan liao..!! Till then...Byez!! God Bless folks...

When Everything Seems Wrongs

Everything seems to go wrong today...

Tomolo I have to report for duty and I am sick!!!

Cough, flu, throat stuck with "cendol"

WALAUEH!!!

In addition, Got some errors in photocopying my documents, thanks to the Indian guy bak in Klang..."P:S: Not indicating racism here"

This fella didnt photocopied the last page of my med check up report...I just found out on my way here to Connaught, but its partially my fault for not checking them first...Haih

Neway, i tried to find the photocopied shops in Tmn Connaught. ST wasnt open, prob is the Raya holiday mood. Most frustrated was, the two 7-eleven stores have photocopied machine but "ROSAK" ..WALAUEH!!! FRUST!! FRUST!! No where to go...the only hope now is i could do it by tomolo in HUKM!!! Eunice said that she could help me to photocopied in HUKM..Just hope that I can reach in time before 8 to finish up this mess and submit it in time!!

Just waiting for " Though the sorrows may last for the night, but joy comes in the morning"..hehe

Oh God, please heal my sickness n i pray that i can photocopied in time before Ms Michelle comes in...

Hari ini!!

Today I bangun awal, cox me n my parents gotta go to Cheras to find a room to rent near HUKM..Got hold of many phone numbers of the tenants/agents and started dialing them...

Days before, i was anxious of getting a place to stay near HUKM...was praying for a cheap single room, with washing machine, with internet connection, good environment and nice housemates, and especially within the walking distance to the hospital.. :) The morning was full of frustration as many phone calls made was rejected bcox semua pun cakap " Semua sudah rented out!!!"...Walaueh..No matter how frustrated i was, i can only turn all the anxiety into prayers..The anxiety of emergency house shifting in less than a week..Funny thing is, when the least u expect for something, u will get it which is ANGKASA CONDOMINIUM!!! YES!!! I repeat ANGKASA CONDOMINIUM which was my Last RESORT and will be my place to stay!!!!

The whole morning i could not find any room around HUKM, drive east, drive west, north, south oso kenot find..condos are further and deep inside..not familiar with the place...so have to move in to my final option. Actually it wasnt at all entirely the last resort, Lincah was supposed to be the one..but Lincah is so far from the taxi stop, and Angkasa seems to be the best locatian so far..*The taxi stand is near McD mah*..

Earlier, I tried to call my juniors n some frens to help me find a room or help ask a agent they know in Angkasa...But then...haih....tak dapat juga..I called the main agent, Ms Tan there and ask for a place., but she said takda..Neway, we went to Angkasa Condo to see if theres still a tinge of hope, though in my mind actually *NO HOPE LIAO*. I was too tired of walking and searchin ady...

The most suprising thing is when i was outside the management office, my eyes met this woman inside. SHe called me in, n i terus ask : Got room to rent?" She said " Yes. There is" Praise The Lord...Sparks fly...Let go the pigeons...Put some firecrackers...Then I asked "Izzit single room?" She said "YES"!! WalauEh!! Sparks fly again. Let got he pigeons again. Put some firecrackers again...I feel like peluking her man...hahah..jokin nia...The woman was actually Ms Tan, whom i called earlier...I asked her why she said no earlier...SHe said that in the call, she heard me saying" Is tehre a house to rent?" So funny....Miscommunication...Haha

So Ngam Ngam Ho, theres a single room available. Actually today is the last day of the person to move out...WAH!! BLessed betul...N i can move in immediately after the gal cleared and shift out her things...Such a suprise!!!...I got a cheap single room *RM 280 which is much cheaper and larger than my previous room in Lincah* partially furnished with washing machine, internet connection, good environment... but it wasnt in a walking distance to HUKM. I have to take a cab to HUKM. per ride will be approximately RM 4 stg to Rm 5. Let say pergibalik is RM 10 perday, if 5 days a week i work, willbe RM 50 and if theres 3-4 weeks, the amount will be about RM 150-200 per month just for TRANSPORTATION!!! EXPENSIVE!!! GULP!!! If i dun take taxi, i have to go on a MARATHON every morning to work...Have to start walking at 6am..sure can sampai...hahah...Must pray for some one to carpool...RM 200 per month is unbelievable!! I have to start being slightly frugal from now on...Eat roti canai all day...Haha..no lah..Christina will not stop eating unless under special circumstances...Neway to summarize it all...I thank God for His provision....Now I pray and will thank God in advance for His provision for my transport to n fro from HUKM!!! AMEN!!

Back Liao!!

Baru balik from Open Hands in Kajang. Was a great experience, staying with the children for a week, especially of a different race from I am..Its kinda cool actually...Thank God for the opportunity to fellowship together with the children...They taught me a real lotsa stuff, including how to speak some simple Tamil words, etc..heheh.. Neway will post about that later, cox now i have to be busy with the things needed to be done before i start my work *I got approximately 4 days to do so*.I have to report for duty in HUKM this coming fri...Have to fill in government forms, certified some documents, find 2 referees for the documentation sake, find a place to stay near the hosp, do this, do that, AIYOYO!!! OH MA MA!!! Ha...Headache!!! Kepala pusingz..

A Prayer!

Lord, I want to love You more than myself!!

This is my desire, more than anything else..

Dao Gao

Dao Gao or better known as I pray, is a very touching song in chinese. Got to know this song from Serena's blog. This song is by Streams of Praise..

At first i did not get the lyrics rite, cox i half banana ma...but then the more i listen, the more d lyrics comes to life..

Beautiful lyrics accompanied by beautiful music..

Here are the lyrics in dual languages..Translation is not by me..cox i will not be able to do that...If itz wrong dun blame me yea... Btw we should sing this song in church man...an AWESOME song of truth...Prayer brings Victory!!

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祷告, Dao Gao, I pray

祷告

Pray

因为我渺小

For I am minute

祷告

Pray

因为我知道我需要

For I know I need To know

明瞭

Understanding

你心意对我重要

That Your desire matters more to me

祷告

Pray

已假装不了

I can't pretend no more

祷告

Pray

因为你的爱我需要

For it is Your love that I need

你关怀

Your care

我走过的你都明白

Every path I've been, You've been there before

有些事我只想要对你说

Some things I can only tell you

因你比任何人都爱我

For you love me more than anyone else

痛苦从眼中流下

Tears of pain flow from my eyes

我知道你为我擦

I know You will wipe them for me

在早晨我也要来对你说

In the morning I will want to tell You

主耶稣今天我为你活

Lord Jesus, I will live for you today

所需要的力量你天天赐给我

The strength that I need, You grant me daily

你恩典够我用

Your grace is more than enough for me

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U can listen to the song by just going to Youtube or scrolling down towards the left hand side of my blog under the link *LISTENING* or BEST thing is, y dun u just give me a call and i will personally SING for U!!! Haha..Just kidding...:P

P:S: Thnks Bel for sending me the song..got a tough time searching for free download...

D Sickness spread to me!!

I caught this sickness which has been spreading in GEPC!!! *Yap claimed one*

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What sickness!!??

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The "I left my Bible in church" sickness

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For d very first time, Christina Kam lupa bawa Bible balik rumah...

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Haih...I was wondering why my bag so ringan suddenly

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Summore last time i laugh at the person who left his/her Bible in church

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Itulah...ketawa org, sekarang sendiri kena pulak!!

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So sad man without my Bible...I need it...Its my everyday food...My companion

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Felt so awkward without my Bible

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Felt so empty without the Bible by my side

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I dun understand why i feel like this..

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I have other Bibles at home,

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but mine is easier to read *NIV* and there are notes inside

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SAD!! SAD!! SAD!!

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I wish I have the church keys...then can ambil balik

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Hope that my Bible will still be in one piece when i go bak!!!

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Lesson 1:

Dun ever laugh at other person, cox we will kena in return..

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Lesson 2:

Dun keep chatting with frens until u forget to letak d Bible in ur bag

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Lesson 3:

I have begin to learn how precious is the Living Word to me...I felt losing the BIble is like losing God...never ever let God out of your sight...not even one second..for He is precious to us...

On Guard!!

These few days I have been thinking if I would ever be one of those who are able to sustain my faith towards God until my very last breathe. Recently I was kinda intimidated of the news where the very famous evangelistic Christian influencer, Billy Graham stated in his talk with Larry King "Jesus is not the only way....." Billy Graham had manipulated the true meaning of salvation!! What exactly made him put such statement!!?? I do not know!! Basically the world was shock!!! This made me start praying that every Christian in the world will be able to stand firm in their faith until the very end.

False prophets are rising up. The famous example: Oprah Winfrey!! She has the nickname of antichrist, thats what people call her!! I didnt really watch her shows starting the beginning of this year when i knew that she rejected her faith toowards God and started her very own cult, a new belief!! A No GOD religion!! She opened this new Big church with the initial attendance of more than 1 milllion of her fans!! Many Christians were being influenced by her lies. I even saw one of my fren buying her book!!!

Its time to be watchful and be prayerful!! Best of all do not let our guards down!! False prophets are everywhere and some of them may be your favourtie artist, your fren or anyone!! No kidding!!!

Jesus gave a warning in advance in Luke 21:8 that "Watch out that you are not deceived. For many will come in my name, claiming "I am he" and "The time is near" Do NOT follow them"

2 Thessolonians 2:15 ask us to stand firm and hold on to the teachings of the gospel!!

Follow on on Chapter 3:2. we are asked to pray that we may be delievered from wicked and evil man. for not everyone has faith!!

Most of all start praying for yourselves, for your families and your friends for in Matthew 24:10, "And at that time, many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate one another. and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved."

Let us not be scared! Let us continue to uphold one another in prayer. God will strengthen us by His grace! Greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world. Immanuel!! AMEN!!

John 14:6: Jesus said " I am the Way, the Truth and the Life! No one goes to the Father except through Me" Hold on to this truth frens! Salvation is through Jesus Christ alone, not anything or anyone else!!

Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus

Turn Your eyes upon Jesus,

Look full in His wonderful face,

And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,

In the light of His Glory and Grace

PSA: FREE RICE

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COOL LEH!!

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